03-08-2016, 08:47 PM
This is repeating myself from the last post but it continues to be a fascinating development.
My vision is changing. What I mean is I'll see an attractive woman and she'll just seem so accessible. I'll think to myself, "I can have that." And there's very little resistance to that thought. So obviously there is a change in both the way I view myself [higher self-regard] and the way I see women [less special].
This is new territory for me. I'm used to feeling like less than the women that I'm attracted to and like shit because of the (perceived) shortcomings I'm reminded of; that I allow to hold me back.
My vision is changing. What I mean is I'll see an attractive woman and she'll just seem so accessible. I'll think to myself, "I can have that." And there's very little resistance to that thought. So obviously there is a change in both the way I view myself [higher self-regard] and the way I see women [less special].
This is new territory for me. I'm used to feeling like less than the women that I'm attracted to and like shit because of the (perceived) shortcomings I'm reminded of; that I allow to hold me back.
Under heaven all can see beauty as beauty only because there is ugliness.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
