06-11-2018, 10:21 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-11-2018, 10:21 AM by JCasterlin.)
Day 11 - A weird but cool side effect of running SE. I used to think or feel that being a so called " Alpha Male " is or was the epitome of masculinity. That to be successful that's what I had to become. As a result of listening to SE I have completely lost interest in pursuing that. Does it mean I won't purchase AM7 when it comes out? That depends on where I am at, at that time & if I feel it's necessary. If I do it will be because I want to be what Shannon calls the " Ascending Alpha " . It's kind of cool but crazy to think that all it's taken is for me to focus on improving my self esteem to learn to let go & not give a fuck what other people think. I'm saving not giving a flying fuck for days I have had a Red Bull. Right now although my life is about to get a bit busier as I start a 2nd job I feel a contentment I've never had . I was feeling a bit anxious earlier today but running SE took care of that.
