01-11-2011, 08:43 AM
Day 29 into stage 5.
I got a bit of resistance today and a caged animal feeling.
One thing I noticed lately is being unaffected by rejection.When a woman I'm interested in doesn't respond I don't care at all I I lose all interest towards her.It used to affect me a lot before I started using the alpha set.
It's hard to waste time on unproductive thing.I was at a video game store holding the control of a PS3,I stared at the icon of a game and couldn't bring myself to start the game.
I'm a lot better at handling pressure now.I have tons of stuff with deadlines and it doesn't get to me.I just do what I have to do.
I got a bit of resistance today and a caged animal feeling.
One thing I noticed lately is being unaffected by rejection.When a woman I'm interested in doesn't respond I don't care at all I I lose all interest towards her.It used to affect me a lot before I started using the alpha set.
It's hard to waste time on unproductive thing.I was at a video game store holding the control of a PS3,I stared at the icon of a game and couldn't bring myself to start the game.
I'm a lot better at handling pressure now.I have tons of stuff with deadlines and it doesn't get to me.I just do what I have to do.
