08-19-2010, 01:17 PM
You are responding perfectly. Savour it! savour it all: the irritation, the anger,the lack of interest in girls, the reading, the lack of procrastination, the aloofness, the detached embarrassment of how un-alpha you behaved in the past. Honestly savour it all. It will all soon pass. You are on the road to Alpha and as a consequence dipping majorly into yang. You may feel of balanced but this unbalancing - leaning strongly towards one polarity - is all about the end result of balance. A healthy man. An Alpha Male.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung