Ricardo's Woman Magnet Journal (COMPLETED)

[Shannon]

You know, cute geeky secretary might really appreciate it if she had contact information, Ricardo... or if you asked for hers...

[Ricardo]

You know, cute geeky secretary might really appreciate it if she had contact information, Ricardo... or if you asked for hers...

She does have my contact email as part of the leaving process but I'm not hopeful It's really weird because the situation in London was something I was desperate to get out of and not see the people again because of how pissed off they made. Now today I realize I'm really missing all of it and the people, the commute ,early mornings and late evenings.. seriously thinking of trying to get back:idea::idea:. I'm putting this down to a quirk or resistance from the sub but either way I'm feeling really sad and miserable.

[ffaux]

You know, cute geeky secretary might really appreciate it if she had contact information, Ricardo... or if you asked for hers...

She does have my contact email as part of the leaving process but I'm not hopeful

I think what Shannon is saying is give her your contact details. You know what I'm saying?

[Ricardo]

Stage 1 Day 20

Bit of a roller coaster ride emotionally these last few days. The heartbroken feeling reached a climax yesterday when I thought I was just about to burst into tears in front of my workmates. That would have been horrendously embarrassing! They were laughing and bantering (and it was all good humored) and the more they went on the more upset it made me. I managed to stop myself and get to the toilet as nonchalantly as I could. I just sat on the toilet with my face in my hands trying to get sane again because the feelings were irrational and I couldn't understand why I felt like my heart was broken. I'm working with a great bunch of people, the job is 99% less stressful than my last and I've got more time and money yet I felt like chucking it all up and resigning..it just didn't make sense.
I was also feeling resentful of Shannon and his subs in general because of the negative feelings they bring to the surface. But as with AM I really believe it's part of the process to deal with these emotions, however strong and plough through.

Now today I'm feeling fine and talkative. There was a little get to together for one of the people leaving and I had no issues or emotions, felt great, chatted and everything fine

Maybe the emotions will surface again but hopefully less intense which seems to be the pattern with subs and me.

[Ricardo]

Stage 1 Day 23

Well I'm feeling a lot better now but still having a few pangs although less intense. My use of the word heartbroken accurately describes the feeling. I have had terrible heart break in my past with one or two women and it's a sickly feeling similar to bereavement but also with an unhealthy dose of obsession thrown in. Some of you may have thought I am in love with my favorite secretary (who I've mentioned more than a few times!). Well I'm not but I am very sexually attracted to her, and part of my hopes for this sub is/was to have her as a FWB. It's strange though that before leaving my old place, and before that, while I was looking for other jobs, I didn't give a thought about not seeing her again even though I had started WM just 2 weeks before leaving. This why these subs piss me off sometimes because they just bring up formerly unconscious feelings or feelings that have been suppressed deep down for a long time that then slap you about.

The feeling is made worse because my sex drive is through the roof and nofap is just not going to happen!?!

The way I'm getting through these agonies is remaining positive and believing that the sub will deliver the goods (geeky secretaries or otherwise)

BTW I had a really dirty dream last night. This is significant because the last time I had an erotic dream must have been 20 years ago

[Fonzy3]

Take a few deep breaths. Hope you get her as a FWB too. But sometimes you don't get what you want. But instead you get what you need. I'm sure they'll turn out to be top notch.

[EmbodiedRockstar]

BTW the other week I too had a really dirty dream

[ImFreeman]

Stage 1 Day 23

Well I'm feeling a lot better now but still having a few pangs although less intense. My use of the word heartbroken accurately describes the feeling. I have had terrible heart break in my past with one or two women and it's a sickly feeling similar to bereavement but also with an unhealthy dose of obsession thrown in. Some of you may have thought I am in love with my favorite secretary (who I've mentioned more than a few times!). Well I'm not but I am very sexually attracted to her, and part of my hopes for this sub is/was to have her as a FWB. It's strange though that before leaving my old place, and before that, while I was looking for other jobs, I didn't give a thought about not seeing her again even though I had started WM just 2 weeks before leaving. This why these subs piss me off sometimes because they just bring up formerly unconscious feelings or feelings that have been suppressed deep down for a long time that then slap you about.

The feeling is made worse because my sex drive is through the roof and nofap is just not going to happen!?!

The way I'm getting through these agonies is remaining positive and believing that the sub will deliver the goods (geeky secretaries or otherwise)

BTW I had a really dirty dream last night. This is significant because the last time I had an erotic dream must have been 20 years ago

Hey man, i've not been really heartbroken in years thank god, and i don't know how willing you are to experiment (i have not done this, but i definetly would if i were you)... but, why don't you PSTEC the heck out of that chick?

Look at a photo of her and open and close your eyes while you click track, and separate any feeling you have from the person. It may take several sessions or several days, but it will be many times faster than waiting it out. Specially since IIRC woman magnet has no EPRHA.

Oneitis is one hell of a disease dude, it drains you of valuable mental energy you could be allocating on better things.

[Fonzy3]

^ smh

[Ricardo]

Stage 1 Day 23

Well I'm feeling a lot better now but still having a few pangs although less intense. My use of the word heartbroken accurately describes the feeling. I have had terrible heart break in my past with one or two women and it's a sickly feeling similar to bereavement but also with an unhealthy dose of obsession thrown in. Some of you may have thought I am in love with my favorite secretary (who I've mentioned more than a few times!). Well I'm not but I am very sexually attracted to her, and part of my hopes for this sub is/was to have her as a FWB. It's strange though that before leaving my old place, and before that, while I was looking for other jobs, I didn't give a thought about not seeing her again even though I had started WM just 2 weeks before leaving. This why these subs piss me off sometimes because they just bring up formerly unconscious feelings or feelings that have been suppressed deep down for a long time that then slap you about.

The feeling is made worse because my sex drive is through the roof and nofap is just not going to happen!?!

The way I'm getting through these agonies is remaining positive and believing that the sub will deliver the goods (geeky secretaries or otherwise)

BTW I had a really dirty dream last night. This is significant because the last time I had an erotic dream must have been 20 years ago

Hey man, i've not been really heartbroken in years thank god, and i don't know how willing you are to experiment (i have not done this, but i definetly would if i were you)... but, why don't you PSTEC the heck out of that chick?

Look at a photo of her and open and close your eyes while you click track, and separate any feeling you have from the person. It may take several sessions or several days, but it will be many times faster than waiting it out. Specially since IIRC woman magnet has no EPRHA.

Oneitis is one hell of a disease dude, it drains you of valuable mental energy you could be allocating on better things.

Thanks for the advice but I only use the sub as instructed and will not do any other mind thing. From what I've read with people doing PSTEC is they have poor results with the sub. I haven't got oneitis about her anyway.

[GlaizenGold777]

You read that correctly. There's someone I know (in my country), which uses the mixing technique, which he thought could make the results better. But apparently led to a sad or no results at all.
 
So let the subliminal do the things alone, because the WM already had manifestation ability plus technology is more than enough to simply eliminate the negative things.

[Ricardo]

You read that correctly. There's someone I know (in my country), which uses the mixing technique, which he thought could make the results better. But apparently led to a sad or no results at all.
 
So let the subliminal do the things alone, because the WM already had manifestation ability plus technology is more than enough to simply eliminate the negative things.

I'm quite sure that Shannon has thought of everything when he made these subs so trying to better it with extra mind games is silly and an unnecessary risk.

[Ricardo]

Stage 1 day 25

Have my first date interest on match (not attractive to me but hey!) and had another sexy dream. I think the sub is doing it's thing

[Fonzy3]

Ask yourself. What's the first thing that comes to your head when you think of yourself as a woman magnet? Whatever comes to mind you should pursue, wether it's being in great shape. Talking to many women everywhere. Being honest, dressing smart. The journey is what you make it. Gratitude for all women is the way to go.