05-20-2020, 04:57 PM
Stage 1, Day 11:
- Increased aggression is still present but I’m much calmer compared to yesterday.
- Feeling colder and turned off towards loving interactions. I don’t want to hear, see or even think about other people. I’m ignoring texts after short conversations and tuning people out if they call me.
- Easily pushed myself for deep clean my new apartment and even cook, felt like the destruction of laziness and overcoming procrastination programming worked its magic today, even with me having a slightly low energy level.
- Nearly got into an argument with my delivery driver earlier since there was a couple things missing from my order and he seemed unwilling to fix it. Got the issue handled via refund by the restaurant but too bad I can’t take away the tip I gave during payment. I’ll just stick to store bought food until this whole cocos episode is over with.
- Increased aggression is still present but I’m much calmer compared to yesterday.
- Feeling colder and turned off towards loving interactions. I don’t want to hear, see or even think about other people. I’m ignoring texts after short conversations and tuning people out if they call me.
- Easily pushed myself for deep clean my new apartment and even cook, felt like the destruction of laziness and overcoming procrastination programming worked its magic today, even with me having a slightly low energy level.
- Nearly got into an argument with my delivery driver earlier since there was a couple things missing from my order and he seemed unwilling to fix it. Got the issue handled via refund by the restaurant but too bad I can’t take away the tip I gave during payment. I’ll just stick to store bought food until this whole cocos episode is over with.
