08-06-2020, 06:55 PM
Quite a while since the last post.
I'm not sure if fear has layers that get peeled, or that if one fear is being addressed it reasonates with other fears and gets a little confusing. I'm saying this because I find that it feels like i'm rehashing the same fear but come out on the other side better than before. Maybe it's just a dip back into that state of fear and that's what is making it a little confusing. Not sure.
I'm becoming a different person and I'm enjoying it, but it's hard.
Some change is rather unexpected and sudden, while some fears I become consciously aware of as well as the resistance.
Glad I stuck with subs long enough to see OF come out.
Pretty sure I'm buying LTU6 but not fully committed to paying 600 yet.
1. Because OF is so good.
2. I do want to quit my job and have a cash cushion.
I'm not sure if fear has layers that get peeled, or that if one fear is being addressed it reasonates with other fears and gets a little confusing. I'm saying this because I find that it feels like i'm rehashing the same fear but come out on the other side better than before. Maybe it's just a dip back into that state of fear and that's what is making it a little confusing. Not sure.
I'm becoming a different person and I'm enjoying it, but it's hard.
Some change is rather unexpected and sudden, while some fears I become consciously aware of as well as the resistance.
Glad I stuck with subs long enough to see OF come out.
Pretty sure I'm buying LTU6 but not fully committed to paying 600 yet.
1. Because OF is so good.
2. I do want to quit my job and have a cash cushion.
