Removing Fear, the Mind Killer: Overcoming Fear 5.75G

[Chris P. Bacon]

Was on the road all week for work.

on OF I'm a lot more chatty and I'm more prone to saying before I think, a trait I had as a kid.

I'm considerably funnier now and this was also a trait I had when I was younger.

Kind of tired from it but it could also be the long hours I work so not sure.

Been remembering my dreams more often. Had a tornado dream which is common for me.

I've also had a really weird one recently. I was growing mushrooms in a metallic pie tin. One half of it had what looked like green mold and the other had some mushrooms growing. I was really excited to see these mushrooms growing for some reason. Not sure as to what that means and I've never had mushrooms show up in my dreams before so I don't know the symbolism behind mushrooms.

Getting more fed up with my job. As OF goes on I see the fear in others for what it is, and I've noticed it before but it's really driving home that I work with small, petty, and fear-driven men. I am starting to see their actions for what they are and so many of them wear a mask and base their actions off of fear and then attempt to leverage fear as a tool for manipulation on others all while thinking that they are masculine "alpha" men and it's laughable. I have a target date of the end of August as to when I'm quitting.

It was a good week nonetheless

I of course could be completely wrong, but if I was going to interpret your dream about mold and mushrooms, consider that mold is undesirable, and mushrooms are similar, but can be desirable.  Perhaps this is a reflection on some part of you transitioning from self sabotage to growing into a new form of expression that is desirable.  Since they are both present, it would seem that they are being compared, or perhaps the transition is not complete.  This may symbolize growth past self sabotage to something desirable that was being prevented by fear previously.

That is a very good interpretation in my opinion, thank you.