06-19-2020, 04:12 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-19-2020, 04:13 PM by Chris P. Bacon.)
(06-19-2020, 03:58 PM)Chris P. Bacon Wrote:(06-19-2020, 03:39 PM)Shannon Wrote: Okay, so what's this TID and why do you think it's from OF? Come on, man! You can't tease me like that!
First off is a degree of reduced stress that I have not felt since early 3.X.X DMSI iterations.
Next is an increased willingness to experience and express my emotions in a non-angry way. I have a feeling that the "brooding" in our minds we sometimes do is an expression of our emotions that we suppress externally but still show up in our minds as we play out a situation where we have a successful release of said emotions. Sadly, it's only in our minds so it's not quite real.
I'm more strongly willing to entertain leaving my job, which I don't like.
A more peaceful mind
I find it harder to sit in front of the computer and want to go do stuff.
Willing to experiment more and take reasonable risks. Fear of failure is a big one for me.
All of this has been peeking through even though I've been on LTU for a while now.
This is not from LTU either. I know what LTU feels like and I still noticed a difference in these areas where I haven't before.
