RERUN 3 AM5

[aswase]

Im almost finished with stage 5.
Before I re-update my journal with my offline recounts, id just like to add a little fluff.

Overall, throughout this stage, almost on a daily basis Ive been having strong resistance.. A need to switch from AM5 to AM6. I only messed up once today, deciding to use am6 stage 1 once, and then deciding later (Now) to simply continue what Ive been doing.
Initially I had rationalize that because AM6 had a more focused approach in the direction that I wanted versus AM5, that id simply benefit more, but the real reason that I believe Ive not noticed much change over the past runs is that I gave up at this point as well.
From past experience, I now know that what i'm dealing with, is resistance, not a realignment in beliefs. Just a want for the easy, quick way out.
Im sticking it through. Just another month or so, and I can start out AM6. I can wait.