RERUN 3 AM5

[aswase]

My first step towards retribution is going to be classes on socializing. Ive been isolated too damn long stuck studying.

I want a sociable, fun, self improving life.
Perhaps ill join cycling or running... i'm gonna start first with getting a job at a juice bar instead of pizza hut, then adding in a social activity.. then getting a gym membership, and by then college starts up. Im also going to start working out with a friend from high-school every other day irregardless.
He's a calm, submitting alpha, and is pretty damn small too. Plays soccer, and is also great with girls. Im gonna help him as much as I can to help him figure out what he wants to do in life since he's stressed out, and i've already done the heavy lifting in that area.

I recently started adding more cold pressed juice into my diet to help clean out the junk in my veins as well, and now when I workout, my mind seems much much clearer in comparison to the usual. Im not sure if my old high fat diet caused any damage to my health, but I can only do what I can.

Im taking a break studying wise tomorrow, and focusing on just living. My mind is just overwhelmed by the subs+sleep-phones, and all this extra studying. Sleep-phones are awesome btw.

I also finished reading the personal MBA, and reviewed models, as well as mastery and am ready to take on a mentor. I also finished compiling notes on planning, and goal setting, and to-do lists/ simulations.
Im currently compiling a list of people with background information, stories, and personality info so I can get in their heads, and am ready to get to know them. I think that even though im ususally antisocial, its because im just being overwhelmed by everything. Ive planned out my life. have my goals set. my mission in place. philosophy, and beliefs written.

Im thinking that although I may on the outside may seem to just be wading in the water, im more like a duck, and kicking like hell beneath the surface.

All my childhood till now has been wasted time in my opinion, and the direct opposite of it now, is also just bogging me down.

Think ill take the much needed AM break when im finished.
I havnt taken a break in about two years..
I think its time.
Even if its just for a little..

as far as I can see, my personality/character is just about where I want it to be.
Just need to take action now that the opportunity is here, and I have the confidence, as well as knowledge/foresight to get to where I want to be.

Well. here it goes.
Last week of am5 stage4.

My run of AM5 ends on halloween.

AM6 start up is gonna be on November 8