08-06-2015, 02:14 AM
After watching Chaplain the Movie, and lurking the forum, Ive reached a consensus that the ultrasonic sub is more for destroying/creating new beliefs, where as the wave/stream subs are for support in taking action.
Ive done AM3 three times; the first almost exclusively as the stream and wave; the second, and third run as purely ultrasonic.
In the first run, it released all my demons, and made me a zombie (Awesome for me now)
the second, I noticed near nothing (Destruction of bad beliefs/negative self talk now noticed)
and in this third... now that I have reached my fourth stage have only realized the mistake I've made in not utilizing all that was given to me.
Although when questioned about defining anything involving what I want, dream, etc. Its clearer, but my action, compared to my first run through, has been... negligible.
I of course blame myself for receding from life to study, and hermit-xing, but still.
Inbetween my first AM, and second run as well, I had also used the DaoS program, and developed exponentially, but with major resistance. Both experiences littered with dreams near daily.
lately. These dreams have been lacking, but I used to view these dreams as me going a step closer towards my goals. Cleaning up Garbage.
Although ultrasonics are powerful, they are like arrows, where as wave/stream are like hammers.
One pierces through in small chunks deeply, the other pounds the shit out of you to do what you are told. <Lol. I can imagine Shannon hitting my head in a dream or something. "GET A FUCKING LIFE YA FREELOADER! I CANT DO EVERYTHING ON MY OWN FOR YA! READ THE DAMN INSTRUCTIONS. IM OUT.">
Im extremely thankful, and plan on mixing the two until I finish, as well as throughout my entire A6 experience which I plan on going through three times. Ultrasonics during the day, and masked at night (now made comfortable and possible to sleep-phones!) thinking of averaging around 16 once again until college and work starts to bog me down; looking towards 12 hours then maybe. Get some heavy dreams again.
Still looking for opinions on time, and rest for setting of programming, as well as this "bloom effect".
Ciao
Ive done AM3 three times; the first almost exclusively as the stream and wave; the second, and third run as purely ultrasonic.
In the first run, it released all my demons, and made me a zombie (Awesome for me now)
the second, I noticed near nothing (Destruction of bad beliefs/negative self talk now noticed)
and in this third... now that I have reached my fourth stage have only realized the mistake I've made in not utilizing all that was given to me.
Although when questioned about defining anything involving what I want, dream, etc. Its clearer, but my action, compared to my first run through, has been... negligible.
I of course blame myself for receding from life to study, and hermit-xing, but still.
Inbetween my first AM, and second run as well, I had also used the DaoS program, and developed exponentially, but with major resistance. Both experiences littered with dreams near daily.
lately. These dreams have been lacking, but I used to view these dreams as me going a step closer towards my goals. Cleaning up Garbage.
Although ultrasonics are powerful, they are like arrows, where as wave/stream are like hammers.
One pierces through in small chunks deeply, the other pounds the shit out of you to do what you are told. <Lol. I can imagine Shannon hitting my head in a dream or something. "GET A FUCKING LIFE YA FREELOADER! I CANT DO EVERYTHING ON MY OWN FOR YA! READ THE DAMN INSTRUCTIONS. IM OUT.">
Im extremely thankful, and plan on mixing the two until I finish, as well as throughout my entire A6 experience which I plan on going through three times. Ultrasonics during the day, and masked at night (now made comfortable and possible to sleep-phones!) thinking of averaging around 16 once again until college and work starts to bog me down; looking towards 12 hours then maybe. Get some heavy dreams again.
Still looking for opinions on time, and rest for setting of programming, as well as this "bloom effect".
Ciao
Im competing against the me I want to be till i'm better than him.
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)
