07-08-2015, 07:20 PM
Sleep... eh. Its gotten better, and my energy in the gym is back after tweaking my diet a little. Im just listening to the sub all day instead, and for an hour after I go to sleep, hitting around 12-14hrs a day, and approaching the halfway mark.
Increased irritability... especially with women, when i'm under pressure, and trying to focus. Bitch id be able to do what im supposed to do if you stopped nagging in my ear, and telling me what I know. Topping it off by calling me a know it all, and being in my face the entire time when im just trying to learn is frustrating. Cant wait for stage 4, when that paves over, and I can work on my ignoring ability.
Sometimes I feel like Link in the Legend of my fucking life story, and that women whom love me are that fairy thing that wont leave you alone, and tells you useless information, when you'd rather just do it, and figure it out the hard way. Its fine to just say I'm doing something wrong, so I acknowledge it, but when you continually talk and talk and talk about it... what the fuck ._. like a black hole... but the opposite. literally. A white girl hole (the top one) and it just spews constant crap into the universe... Sometimes I just slowly raise my hand to the girls mouth, and close it, and the moment I move it away, it begins again.
Eh..
Im working on it.
Increased irritability... especially with women, when i'm under pressure, and trying to focus. Bitch id be able to do what im supposed to do if you stopped nagging in my ear, and telling me what I know. Topping it off by calling me a know it all, and being in my face the entire time when im just trying to learn is frustrating. Cant wait for stage 4, when that paves over, and I can work on my ignoring ability.
Sometimes I feel like Link in the Legend of my fucking life story, and that women whom love me are that fairy thing that wont leave you alone, and tells you useless information, when you'd rather just do it, and figure it out the hard way. Its fine to just say I'm doing something wrong, so I acknowledge it, but when you continually talk and talk and talk about it... what the fuck ._. like a black hole... but the opposite. literally. A white girl hole (the top one) and it just spews constant crap into the universe... Sometimes I just slowly raise my hand to the girls mouth, and close it, and the moment I move it away, it begins again.
Eh..
Im working on it.
Im competing against the me I want to be till i'm better than him.
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)