Last night my wife was working, so I was excited to get back to the hybrid FLAC track.
In my excitement, I totally overlooked the fact that I was due to start my secondary ASRB. I didn't realized until halfway through my first loop. Ooooooops. Guess this week is 7:3 instead of 6:3.
Had insane dreams last night, and I actually remember bits and pieces from the last week. I've had a lot of "back-to-school" dreams, that have involved people I've missed or admired. In one back-to-school dream, I transferred to a military school. At the military school, my favorite teacher was there and offered me alcohol - because I was a "veteran."
On the military theme, I was in a massive battle in a World War III scenario last night. I was also in a veteran or "hero" role, looked up to to get things done.
I had a few other crazy dreams, but one in particular was traveling to far off lands - a vacation of sorts. I figure it means my life may be about to go in new and interesting directions.
I've been feeling a lot of gratitude toward my wife and children - probably due to the fact that one of my goals is to be a better father and husband. In that same vein, I saw a commercial for a certain holiday coming up in a few months. I hate that holiday. To me, it's just a stressful time. I haven't enjoyed it for many, many years. But, I found myself thinking that I could "learn to enjoy it again," for the sake of the family. I think I'm going to give it an honest try.
Some pretty noticeable anxiety yesterday and today, again.
In my excitement, I totally overlooked the fact that I was due to start my secondary ASRB. I didn't realized until halfway through my first loop. Ooooooops. Guess this week is 7:3 instead of 6:3.
Had insane dreams last night, and I actually remember bits and pieces from the last week. I've had a lot of "back-to-school" dreams, that have involved people I've missed or admired. In one back-to-school dream, I transferred to a military school. At the military school, my favorite teacher was there and offered me alcohol - because I was a "veteran."
On the military theme, I was in a massive battle in a World War III scenario last night. I was also in a veteran or "hero" role, looked up to to get things done.
I had a few other crazy dreams, but one in particular was traveling to far off lands - a vacation of sorts. I figure it means my life may be about to go in new and interesting directions.
I've been feeling a lot of gratitude toward my wife and children - probably due to the fact that one of my goals is to be a better father and husband. In that same vein, I saw a commercial for a certain holiday coming up in a few months. I hate that holiday. To me, it's just a stressful time. I haven't enjoyed it for many, many years. But, I found myself thinking that I could "learn to enjoy it again," for the sake of the family. I think I'm going to give it an honest try.
Some pretty noticeable anxiety yesterday and today, again.
