10-21-2018, 01:47 PM
Switched over to Hybrid FLAC (direct connect from phone to stereo speaker, so no possibility of Bluetooth converting the file).
Volume around -45 db at the source.
Dudes and dudettes - I'm fuckin' miserable!
Tired (sheer mental exhaustion)...anxiety-ridden...apathetic...feelings of hopelessness...
This reminds me of the first few weeks/first month of DMSI 3.1/3.2. There's a bunch of shit I have to go through to get to the good stuff. I'm not going to make any guesses as to what's going on, or what's doing what. I have no idea. Good things have happened since starting USLMax, sure, but I've pretty much felt like shit this week (today being the worst I've felt since starting), save for some bright spots of good mood. It helps when your pets climb onto your lap to snuggle, or your kids give you a hug and tell you they love you.
The 3-day-break was good for me. I started to feel a lot better, had more energy, etc. All that's gone, now. Even my right eyelid is twitching - something that only happens when I am highly stressed. I guess we'll see how things are by weeks end.
Volume around -45 db at the source.
Dudes and dudettes - I'm fuckin' miserable!
Tired (sheer mental exhaustion)...anxiety-ridden...apathetic...feelings of hopelessness...
This reminds me of the first few weeks/first month of DMSI 3.1/3.2. There's a bunch of shit I have to go through to get to the good stuff. I'm not going to make any guesses as to what's going on, or what's doing what. I have no idea. Good things have happened since starting USLMax, sure, but I've pretty much felt like shit this week (today being the worst I've felt since starting), save for some bright spots of good mood. It helps when your pets climb onto your lap to snuggle, or your kids give you a hug and tell you they love you.
The 3-day-break was good for me. I started to feel a lot better, had more energy, etc. All that's gone, now. Even my right eyelid is twitching - something that only happens when I am highly stressed. I guess we'll see how things are by weeks end.
