01-10-2016, 08:51 AM
Day 7
I was out a little bit yesterday. It wasn't about hitting on chicks though. I have a sample of Black wolf pheromone and I tested it out. Felt very aggressive. Felt good too, but very aggressive at some points when I felt some drunk might start giving me shit. They never did, though. Of course I want to see ASC works on its own, but I'll be using BW or AV on some weekends to give it a little push.
Spent the night at my girl's. We were discussing a lot of deep stuff, and I realized I've actually started having a strong influence on her development, as I'm going forward and sharing that with her. I talk with her a lot about stuff like meditation or feelings, fears, sadness, joy, whatever I'm discovering at the time. Years ago in the past, I would've probably kept stuff like that hidden. And not it seems that she has been finding some of her own resources which seem good, and were talking about being with negative emotions and such. A few of her issues from the past have also been coming up, but we've resolved those pretty well, I think. What I do is mostly just listen until like she's in a place where she's cleared enough of the emotional energy away and then I'll share something of what's happened to me or what I've realized and then we start talking about stuff objectively. Its not like I'm her shrink, we're still very sexual, but its actually pretty nice to see I'm really having a positive influence on someone. Even if/when we break up at some point, I think she will be more equipped to handle stuff like that, and feel much better about herself than she did before I came around.
I was out a little bit yesterday. It wasn't about hitting on chicks though. I have a sample of Black wolf pheromone and I tested it out. Felt very aggressive. Felt good too, but very aggressive at some points when I felt some drunk might start giving me shit. They never did, though. Of course I want to see ASC works on its own, but I'll be using BW or AV on some weekends to give it a little push.
Spent the night at my girl's. We were discussing a lot of deep stuff, and I realized I've actually started having a strong influence on her development, as I'm going forward and sharing that with her. I talk with her a lot about stuff like meditation or feelings, fears, sadness, joy, whatever I'm discovering at the time. Years ago in the past, I would've probably kept stuff like that hidden. And not it seems that she has been finding some of her own resources which seem good, and were talking about being with negative emotions and such. A few of her issues from the past have also been coming up, but we've resolved those pretty well, I think. What I do is mostly just listen until like she's in a place where she's cleared enough of the emotional energy away and then I'll share something of what's happened to me or what I've realized and then we start talking about stuff objectively. Its not like I'm her shrink, we're still very sexual, but its actually pretty nice to see I'm really having a positive influence on someone. Even if/when we break up at some point, I think she will be more equipped to handle stuff like that, and feel much better about herself than she did before I came around.
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
