11-05-2014, 11:37 AM
Thanks Shannon. Let me address some of your points directly before updating my journal.
I feel that my lack of going into detail with our history as a couple may have given the wrong impression of my wife.
For one, she is an incredibly good and loving woman. She has never been one to shy away from affection, and is supportive of me in most every way.
She does have some issues with laziness which have always come from her low self-image, something we are actively working on.
In terms of her sex drive, it is there, and is something she is overtly working to improve. In essence bad experiences left her with body image issues, and feeling sex was the only way to be loved by a man. When we met she was hyper-sexual which worked for us both, but she admits that once she realize how genuine and meaningful our love was, she went too far in the other direction, essentially realizing she didn't have to have sex at all to keep my love.
She knew it was unhealthy and ever since have been seeing a sex therapist to help her resolve some of her issues. She really has made tremendous strides versus when we started. But our therapist friend very progressively said anything we wanted to do which would give her a shot in the arm libido wise would be well worth it.
She has given me consent to use any methods I want as we now have the same goal.
I would give almost anything to test your "insanely powerful" new tech, and feel that as I have her blessing it would be ethical, but I certainly understand why you do not opt for wide release.
As for X24 or 32, well... the announcement really is a mood killer. We have tried products elsewhere that use announcements like that and we both loath them. Plus the wife finds it fun to not know when specific files are in use, and that outright eliminates that option.
I will say, as a controlled experiment, I would be honored to test out your latest, and unprecedented release. I believe our situation allows for a particularly excellent testing environment, and I would certainly compensate you in both meticulous observations and fiscally.
But I digress.
Day 5:
Last night was night two of EP Healing/Relief and the day also included a few hours of Volume 1 of Poetry of Eros as a companion.
Though nothing manifested during the play of Eros, I did notice the wife seeming to have sexual dreams.
To my great surprise the wife woke up and essentially climbed right on top of me for some very intense love-making. For what it is worth it has been months and months since I recall any sort of morning-sex.
As a side bonus, I found my own performance was personally impressive. I have been listening to the same files the wife has, but I personally find my own libido has been exceedingly strong and my confident has been high as well. This definitely translated, and i'm sure helped result in a very happy wife.
So, while again early to cry "results!" it does seem like my wife is responding more to the combination approach than a singular one. The next days should be interested as anything resembling a pattern will prove to be beyond statistical fluke for her.
I would like to also go on record as saying something to Shannon...
While I have some extremely lofty goals, and the wife and I essentially want her to return to a happy nymphomania of sorts, I do have hope that these files may help.
IF IF IF they actually manage to succeed to the degree the wife and I wish, I would like to say that I will be rewarding Shannon in the realm of a six-figure sum. I know that sounds mad, but that is the value I put on helping our marriage reach the sexually blissful state we originally inhabited when we met.
Let this post show that I will be honoring that promise should we achieve success on the level we aspire to.
Now if that isn't an incentive to let us test X70, I don't know what is. ;-)
I feel that my lack of going into detail with our history as a couple may have given the wrong impression of my wife.
For one, she is an incredibly good and loving woman. She has never been one to shy away from affection, and is supportive of me in most every way.
She does have some issues with laziness which have always come from her low self-image, something we are actively working on.
In terms of her sex drive, it is there, and is something she is overtly working to improve. In essence bad experiences left her with body image issues, and feeling sex was the only way to be loved by a man. When we met she was hyper-sexual which worked for us both, but she admits that once she realize how genuine and meaningful our love was, she went too far in the other direction, essentially realizing she didn't have to have sex at all to keep my love.
She knew it was unhealthy and ever since have been seeing a sex therapist to help her resolve some of her issues. She really has made tremendous strides versus when we started. But our therapist friend very progressively said anything we wanted to do which would give her a shot in the arm libido wise would be well worth it.
She has given me consent to use any methods I want as we now have the same goal.
I would give almost anything to test your "insanely powerful" new tech, and feel that as I have her blessing it would be ethical, but I certainly understand why you do not opt for wide release.
As for X24 or 32, well... the announcement really is a mood killer. We have tried products elsewhere that use announcements like that and we both loath them. Plus the wife finds it fun to not know when specific files are in use, and that outright eliminates that option.
I will say, as a controlled experiment, I would be honored to test out your latest, and unprecedented release. I believe our situation allows for a particularly excellent testing environment, and I would certainly compensate you in both meticulous observations and fiscally.
But I digress.
Day 5:
Last night was night two of EP Healing/Relief and the day also included a few hours of Volume 1 of Poetry of Eros as a companion.
Though nothing manifested during the play of Eros, I did notice the wife seeming to have sexual dreams.
To my great surprise the wife woke up and essentially climbed right on top of me for some very intense love-making. For what it is worth it has been months and months since I recall any sort of morning-sex.
As a side bonus, I found my own performance was personally impressive. I have been listening to the same files the wife has, but I personally find my own libido has been exceedingly strong and my confident has been high as well. This definitely translated, and i'm sure helped result in a very happy wife.
So, while again early to cry "results!" it does seem like my wife is responding more to the combination approach than a singular one. The next days should be interested as anything resembling a pattern will prove to be beyond statistical fluke for her.
I would like to also go on record as saying something to Shannon...
While I have some extremely lofty goals, and the wife and I essentially want her to return to a happy nymphomania of sorts, I do have hope that these files may help.
IF IF IF they actually manage to succeed to the degree the wife and I wish, I would like to say that I will be rewarding Shannon in the realm of a six-figure sum. I know that sounds mad, but that is the value I put on helping our marriage reach the sexually blissful state we originally inhabited when we met.
Let this post show that I will be honoring that promise should we achieve success on the level we aspire to.
Now if that isn't an incentive to let us test X70, I don't know what is. ;-)
