Jay, I think your biggest problem is insecurity. You used the first stage twice as long as necessary, and then quit before using Stage 3 because you couldn't just let it go and let the program do it's job. When you interfere, it screws things up. Just play it and forget it. At this point, you're going to have to start all over again. If you use the program again, use it by itself. Use it 32 days per stage... and DO NOT STOP. It's 6 months and six stages for a reason. Make it a personal commitment if you start using it.
I dare say that a big part of your emotional rollercoaster is one that I have experienced in the past. It's that you live with your parent(s) at an age that society as a whole expects you to be on your own to be fully able to claim "manhood". The alpha male subs will push you to actualize your "manhood", which will cause you to either get out of your parents' house, or become upset if you absolutely cannot. I felt quite depressed for a while because I could not get out of mom's house while I was taking care of her during the last year she was alive... and the anxiety and depression in my case were caused by feeling like I was not being the "man" I should be. Independence is a very important factor in a man's psyche in our society. Therefore, it might be best to either not use the alpha male program (if you plan on staying with your parents for the time being) or moving before you start using it again.
Secondly, the insomnia aid is not intended to "cure" insomnia, but help with occasional insomnia. You see why - if it's used too much, you get used to it and it doesn't work as well. Don't use it every day. In fact, for as much difficulty as you seem to be having with sleeping, I would suggest considering asking for a doctor's advice on how to cure your insomnia. A doctor of psychology, or a sleep specialist preferably. And don't let them tell you that "these pills will fix it".
I dare say that a big part of your emotional rollercoaster is one that I have experienced in the past. It's that you live with your parent(s) at an age that society as a whole expects you to be on your own to be fully able to claim "manhood". The alpha male subs will push you to actualize your "manhood", which will cause you to either get out of your parents' house, or become upset if you absolutely cannot. I felt quite depressed for a while because I could not get out of mom's house while I was taking care of her during the last year she was alive... and the anxiety and depression in my case were caused by feeling like I was not being the "man" I should be. Independence is a very important factor in a man's psyche in our society. Therefore, it might be best to either not use the alpha male program (if you plan on staying with your parents for the time being) or moving before you start using it again.
Secondly, the insomnia aid is not intended to "cure" insomnia, but help with occasional insomnia. You see why - if it's used too much, you get used to it and it doesn't work as well. Don't use it every day. In fact, for as much difficulty as you seem to be having with sleeping, I would suggest considering asking for a doctor's advice on how to cure your insomnia. A doctor of psychology, or a sleep specialist preferably. And don't let them tell you that "these pills will fix it".
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
