02-03-2016, 04:08 PM
Day 5:
Feeling pretty average today. I had a moment this morning where I smiled and said hello to a guy working at the cafe and a critical voice in my head goes 'youre so fake'. Took me by surprise actually. It feels like the critical parent ive surely internalised as a kid. That voice is prominent today, perhaps its my ego freaking out? Im sure the sub is rocking its world just a lil bit
I kinda hoped it would be all sunshine and rainbows but its a good thing I'm feeling this kind of discomfort. It means change is occuring.
Feeling pretty average today. I had a moment this morning where I smiled and said hello to a guy working at the cafe and a critical voice in my head goes 'youre so fake'. Took me by surprise actually. It feels like the critical parent ive surely internalised as a kid. That voice is prominent today, perhaps its my ego freaking out? Im sure the sub is rocking its world just a lil bit
I kinda hoped it would be all sunshine and rainbows but its a good thing I'm feeling this kind of discomfort. It means change is occuring.
