08-07-2022, 01:00 PM
(08-07-2022, 11:48 AM)Shannon Wrote:(08-07-2022, 09:20 AM)StridingStrider Wrote: End of Cycle #4
Reducing the cycle to 2:1.
Had trouble making eye contact with people today, so I'm taking that as a sign to reduce the off days further. If I'm still resisting after this I'll probably start increasing the loops, or increase the listening days from there.
EDIT: In fact, I'll probably start increasing the volume by +1 click up to two from the max or something, before I start increasing loops. Maybe volume > days on > loops?
I'm noticing that you're making all of these decisions from your conscious mind, instead of through AutoConfig. Your conscious expectations are setting the pace. I suggest that you hold where you are and see how it works for a while, instead of expecting instant results. The harder you push, the more likely you are to get the reverse of what you want when it comes to a scared inner child. Just because you had a fear response doesn't mean it isn't doing anything or working. These things take time.
Fair enough Shannon. I'll stick with 2:2 for now.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)