10-13-2017, 09:44 PM
Day 7
I feel good. carefree. calm. I feel natural around girls. I walked into Nordstrom. 7s - 10s everywhere. Working behind the counter and customers alike. I asked one girl where the mens fragrances were. Not only did she walk me across the store, she had me spray the cologne I liked, gave her opinion, said she would spray herself with it later because she likes the smell of mens cologne, she introduced me to a friend of hers behind another counter, and we all chatter for quite awhile. I have a semi-serious thing going on right now so I did not escalate, but wow, these girls were HOT, both bright green eyes, and it was profound, the whole thing. I felt so comfortable and at ease. Nothing they said could make me feel umcomfortable or make me break my comfortable frame.
Next store. I asked the same thing. Macy's I think. An older lady showed me to the counter. THIS was a little weird... she had me spray on a few different colognes onto my forearm and she would grab my arm and stick her nose to it. Not once. Not twice. Not 3 rimes. Completely invading my personal space as we walked around, as she showed me this and that. She was well in her 50s, although attractive for her age.
This sort of thing happened the last time I was on Stop PE. Girls would just get giddy towards me and start embarrassing themselves in my presence. I usually wear pheromones but today I was not, and I usually wasn't either when I had interesting encounters last run. This is something I forgot to mention, sorry guys. Giddy girls.
I feel completely disconnected from any anxiety towards females. maybe not 100% but darn near it compared to baseline. I just feel like myself and it feels great. I'm not weird and seductive, I'm just normal and am having a good time around females.
I feel good. carefree. calm. I feel natural around girls. I walked into Nordstrom. 7s - 10s everywhere. Working behind the counter and customers alike. I asked one girl where the mens fragrances were. Not only did she walk me across the store, she had me spray the cologne I liked, gave her opinion, said she would spray herself with it later because she likes the smell of mens cologne, she introduced me to a friend of hers behind another counter, and we all chatter for quite awhile. I have a semi-serious thing going on right now so I did not escalate, but wow, these girls were HOT, both bright green eyes, and it was profound, the whole thing. I felt so comfortable and at ease. Nothing they said could make me feel umcomfortable or make me break my comfortable frame.
Next store. I asked the same thing. Macy's I think. An older lady showed me to the counter. THIS was a little weird... she had me spray on a few different colognes onto my forearm and she would grab my arm and stick her nose to it. Not once. Not twice. Not 3 rimes. Completely invading my personal space as we walked around, as she showed me this and that. She was well in her 50s, although attractive for her age.
This sort of thing happened the last time I was on Stop PE. Girls would just get giddy towards me and start embarrassing themselves in my presence. I usually wear pheromones but today I was not, and I usually wasn't either when I had interesting encounters last run. This is something I forgot to mention, sorry guys. Giddy girls.
I feel completely disconnected from any anxiety towards females. maybe not 100% but darn near it compared to baseline. I just feel like myself and it feels great. I'm not weird and seductive, I'm just normal and am having a good time around females.
