Another thing I meant to add earlier:
Stop PE made me (even now, after MLS + etc) have unshakable sexual confidence. My sexual interests have changed. I now find it hot when my sexual partner hooks up with another person. I get off on the idea. Weird, huh? Never thought I would come to that belief. But yes, I have developed confidence that I'm able to trust a sexual partner in that respect and partly because I have so much confidence in myself and my abilities that I do not see other guys as a threat. I encouraged my significant other to hook up with another guy and tell me 1) how she felt about it and 2) how it made her feel about me. She responded amazingly! She talked about what the guy did that she liked and didnt like, and told me she wanted the guy to be me and she got off on pretending the guy was me. It made her feel like she was kind of cheating on me, but since I gave permission, it brought her and I to a new level of intimacy. In the past I was always jealous and needy toward my partner about that kind of thing. In the past I did, however, allow them to hook up with girls but to me that is different.
I am starting up Stop PE again!
My timeline:
Start: ASC 1 week. AM6 stage 1 + 2 + 3. ASC 1 month.(random break in between, I dont recall what I did.... MLS5 for only a week, plus others.) Stop PE 1.5 months ish. MLS 1 month. BASE 1.5 weeks. ASC: few days, then a few days each of AM6 stage 1, 2, and 1 week of stage 3. My logic with this one was to rebuild my manly, solid, zen base mindset after MLS destroyed it. I love the way I felt while on Stop PE so now here I am again! I will return to BASE again later.
Other general Stop PE notes:
To me, this is a very easy going, no resistance kind of sub. It just feels very natural and non-intrusive. It doesnt really trigger much as far as emotional healing is concerned. I don't think there is any healing / clearing in this, could be wrong, but the only thing I really get is dreams about being in charge and kicking some serious ass. Nothing sexual. It makes me face and dominate my fears in my dreams. Sometimes though, I do get flash backs of times when I didn't perform well (in my opinion) and then I feel a new sense of care-free-ness towards each memory, but thats about it. Nothing traumatic, nothing crazy emotional healing wise.
Day 3
Read my timeline above. I was trying to build myself back up from becoming weird and needy while on MLS. By day 2 to 3, I am definitely feeling the new found calm confidence again from Stop PE. To me Stop PE feels kind of like ASC but with a more solid, calm, yet goofy base. Stop PE makes me feel calm, cool, in control, that sort of zen mindset (although not as pronounced as AM6) while also being sexually explicit and goofy, the kind of guy a girl loves to gravitate toward.
Nothing specific for now. Feeling good. Listening to US with headphones (moderate to high volume) at work, around the apartment, and playing Trickling Stream over speakers at low volume as I sleep.
For me:
Run 1 I listened for 1.5 months. Final count.
I bought Stop PE June 9th and purchased MLS 5.5 on July 30th which is 1 month and 21 days, or 51 days. However, I listened to MLS 5 for... I want to say 4 days to a week.... before MLS 5.5. So, ok, About 45 days, about a month and a half. Cool. I can easily do another 2 months.
Stop PE made me (even now, after MLS + etc) have unshakable sexual confidence. My sexual interests have changed. I now find it hot when my sexual partner hooks up with another person. I get off on the idea. Weird, huh? Never thought I would come to that belief. But yes, I have developed confidence that I'm able to trust a sexual partner in that respect and partly because I have so much confidence in myself and my abilities that I do not see other guys as a threat. I encouraged my significant other to hook up with another guy and tell me 1) how she felt about it and 2) how it made her feel about me. She responded amazingly! She talked about what the guy did that she liked and didnt like, and told me she wanted the guy to be me and she got off on pretending the guy was me. It made her feel like she was kind of cheating on me, but since I gave permission, it brought her and I to a new level of intimacy. In the past I was always jealous and needy toward my partner about that kind of thing. In the past I did, however, allow them to hook up with girls but to me that is different.
I am starting up Stop PE again!
My timeline:
Start: ASC 1 week. AM6 stage 1 + 2 + 3. ASC 1 month.(random break in between, I dont recall what I did.... MLS5 for only a week, plus others.) Stop PE 1.5 months ish. MLS 1 month. BASE 1.5 weeks. ASC: few days, then a few days each of AM6 stage 1, 2, and 1 week of stage 3. My logic with this one was to rebuild my manly, solid, zen base mindset after MLS destroyed it. I love the way I felt while on Stop PE so now here I am again! I will return to BASE again later.
Other general Stop PE notes:
To me, this is a very easy going, no resistance kind of sub. It just feels very natural and non-intrusive. It doesnt really trigger much as far as emotional healing is concerned. I don't think there is any healing / clearing in this, could be wrong, but the only thing I really get is dreams about being in charge and kicking some serious ass. Nothing sexual. It makes me face and dominate my fears in my dreams. Sometimes though, I do get flash backs of times when I didn't perform well (in my opinion) and then I feel a new sense of care-free-ness towards each memory, but thats about it. Nothing traumatic, nothing crazy emotional healing wise.
Day 3
Read my timeline above. I was trying to build myself back up from becoming weird and needy while on MLS. By day 2 to 3, I am definitely feeling the new found calm confidence again from Stop PE. To me Stop PE feels kind of like ASC but with a more solid, calm, yet goofy base. Stop PE makes me feel calm, cool, in control, that sort of zen mindset (although not as pronounced as AM6) while also being sexually explicit and goofy, the kind of guy a girl loves to gravitate toward.
Nothing specific for now. Feeling good. Listening to US with headphones (moderate to high volume) at work, around the apartment, and playing Trickling Stream over speakers at low volume as I sleep.
For me:
Run 1 I listened for 1.5 months. Final count.
I bought Stop PE June 9th and purchased MLS 5.5 on July 30th which is 1 month and 21 days, or 51 days. However, I listened to MLS 5 for... I want to say 4 days to a week.... before MLS 5.5. So, ok, About 45 days, about a month and a half. Cool. I can easily do another 2 months.
