01-31-2013, 08:05 PM
Ok, so the state I experienced this morning has worn off. It was an incredible feeling, but I knew it would fade with time. I'd compare what I went through as a step up. Meaning I gained insights that I don't try to internalize, I automatically assume these behaviors. But there is still work to be done and I'm ok with that. I've already accepted that I might fall back into bad days, but I'll move on from it. There is no shame in experiencing those feelings because it does not mean I have failed.
