OSC 6G Log

[Baya]

Day 80

I see how OSC is working. It's moving at a snail's pace, but I can see it at work. If I can think of a way to articulate what I'm seeing and experiencing in the next few days,  I'll do it.

I wish things would move more quickly,  but I'm happy that I can finally see progress.

To be honest i understand what u mean but i think 6g is pretty much working so well that it works through everything that stops u from achieving a specific goal which ain't pleasant depending on what hinders you from being the end goal.

But i also think that there will be a permanent change once you've worked throught that.

I speak from my own experience with ogsf 6g i am along 2 thirds of a complete run through.

[Johannesbrst]

Day 80

I see how OSC is working. It's moving at a snail's pace, but I can see it at work. If I can think of a way to articulate what I'm seeing and experiencing in the next few days,  I'll do it.

I wish things would move more quickly,  but I'm happy that I can finally see progress.

Awesome man! Glad you sticked with it! Can relate to it moving slowly. But it also moves surely.

[NOMAD]

Day 86

Today was the first time I noticed a difference in someone's behavior since I've been running OSC. 

I was in a seminar at work. An introduction was given by a woman that I find attractive. While giving her introduction, she locked eyes with me and continually held my gaze. She would periodically look away for a second, then go back to holding my gaze as if I was the only person in the room. It wasn't subtle. There was a time that this would have made me uncomfortable and I would've either had to consciously force myself to look her in the eyes, or I would've looked away. Not today. It was completely unforced and natural. 

On the flip side of that, the main speaker wouldn't make eye contact with me at all. In fact, he appeared to look at everybody else in the room but me. The guy had an arrogant demeanor and I didn't like him the moment I saw him. His presentation confirmed my initial suspicion that he's an ass. 

I can't help but wonder if my feelings toward both of these people were being subconsciously communicated to them. If so, they seemed to be reading it loud and clear.

[ncbeareatingman]

Day 86

Today was the first time I noticed a difference in someone's behavior since I've been running OSC. 

I was in a seminar at work. An introduction was given by a woman that I find attractive. While giving her introduction, she locked eyes with me and continually held my gaze. She would periodically look away for a second, then go back to holding my gaze as if I was the only person in the room. It wasn't subtle. There was a time that this would have made me uncomfortable and I would've either had to consciously force myself to look her in the eyes, or I would've looked away. Not today. It was completely unforced and natural. 

On the flip side of that, the main speaker wouldn't make eye contact with me at all. In fact, he appeared to look at everybody else in the room but me. The guy had an arrogant demeanor and I didn't like him the moment I saw him. His presentation confirmed my initial suspicion that he's an ass. 

I can't help but wonder if my feelings toward both of these people were being subconsciously communicated to them. If so, they seemed to be reading it loud and clear.

 OSC's a game changer, for shure!! I really appreciate your journaling these experiences ,Nomad !! IM glad you hung in there long enough to being to "See" some external results like the one's you described in your journal, here, Man. More to Power to Ya,Man. Sounds like things are really moving in a positive concrete way. Get ready coz you're in for a helluva ride,as things unfold:-)

[NOMAD]

Day 91

I've just suffered through another two nights of shit sleep. Yesterday was brutal. I was unfocused and my work completely overwhelmed me. I'm not looking forward to today. No technique I've tried has helped me to tame my mind when I'm in this middle of the night, wide-awake, borderline anxious state. Hour-long power naps at lunch help me to refresh, but it's short-lived. Nothing is going to overcome the fact that I'm not getting restful sleep multiple times per week. Right now, I have a sleep deprivation headache.

[NOMAD]

Unless I have a major breakthrough, this will probably be my last post in this journal.

Tentatively, I plan to run OSC for three more months. I can power through the anger and the anxiety, but I'm going to have to figure out how to improve my sleep.

I hope OSC eventually turns me into a 6G believer. For now, I'm not there.

[Johannesbrst]

Unless I have a major breakthrough, this will probably be my last post in this journal.

Tentatively, I plan to run OSC for three more months. I can power through the anger and the anxiety, but I'm going to have to figure out how to improve my sleep.

I hope OSC eventually turns me into a 6G believer. For now, I'm not there.

Have you tried sitting with yourself and asking the question inwards:

"What is causing this anxiety?"

Maybe that could help illuminate what is causing the turmoil and overcome it.