6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS))

[4Kingdoms]

So the social gathering was fun (and very lengthy, TBH, but my "social battery" lasted out the entire time, so that's nice); one funny situation was when this girl I find kinda pretty fumbled with her backpack and condoms started falling out of it, lol. She took it in stride, but it does imply she's ready for action whenever. :wink: :wink:

I love how Optimal Self Confidence 6G brings out the opposite sex's true intentions!!  Seriously, you can't make this stuff up.  Did you get her phone number, is she someone you see when you go to social gatherings?

I expected you to say she would be the first woman for your X4A-1600 research paper.  

Then I saw your decision to run OGSF 6G.  It's only 3 months;  scientific research can wait.

[Have at ye]

The lady is a regular both in our little Internet community, as well as during in-person social gatherings. So she ain't going anywhere for the time being. I have her Interwebz contact should I want to communicate with her privately. She also openly informed everyone she's currently single, heheh.

I had another target in mind for first X4A scientific, empirical tests, though. I'm not in touch with that one on a daily basis as she's from a different town altogether, but I bet we're gonna be seeing each other every now and again anyway, so...

They'll keep.

I actually don't feel as much of a need for OGSF v3 right this moment as I did a couple of hours ago, but since I've made the decision, I'm gonna stick with it. 6G is powerful and when it hits resistance, it doesn't let you off easy and keeps digging anyway, so I guess a run-through of OGSF v3 could be construed as an investment in better, faster, more pleasant/less demanding results in the future.

[Have at ye]

Lol, those band guys want me in but unfortunately by my standards they're a little bit "amateur hour", not that there's anything wrong with that, but I'm way more ambitious. I might play with them some for fun, but I don't know whether it's really worth the effort and preparations.

Feelin' pretty good, I did spend most of the last 2-3 days analyzing stuff that came up and all that jazz, but now I've got some relief. We're gonna have quite a bit to discuss with my lovely lady analyst. I'm really tempted to tell her I've been having regular erotic dreams which feature her *most prominently* :wink: :wink:, to see what she thinks and how she reacts. She's a psychoanalyst, so they're used to transference occurring, but you never know until you know.

Also, this time around, when I went out to socialize with my people I *did not experience any wonky sensations* which I think are DRS-related (because it feels like the energy is coming from the outside), around my feet or otherwise. Very good.

[Frosted]

Okay, tell ya what, change of plans: I just purchased OGSF v3 and am running it after OSC, as I had planned initially.

I might break some instructions here and there and use the DRS v2 incidentally, if I notice too many attack symptoms, but otherwise OGSF v3 is next. Sorry, guys, the science of X4A-1600 shall have to wait three more months!

Welcome to the OGSF3 party! (:<

[Have at ye]

Okay, tell ya what, change of plans: I just purchased OGSF v3 and am running it after OSC, as I had planned initially.

I might break some instructions here and there and use the DRS v2 incidentally, if I notice too many attack symptoms, but otherwise OGSF v3 is next. Sorry, guys, the science of X4A-1600 shall have to wait three more months!

Welcome to the OGSF3 party! (:<

Thanks for the welcome! Still two more weeks of OSC to go, though.

[Have at ye]

OSC + DRS v2, Day 47

So the above mentioned chick we discussed with 4kingdoms just dropped a couple doozies: she apparently "enjoys breaking societal rules from time to time" and "enjoys going to a naked spa" thingy on occasion. Maybe I shall join her upon a day, haha!

By the by, the entire community we're a part of is starting to grow into a real rag-tag group of disavowed misfits, haha. I'm lovin' it. We can be open with each other and have each others' backs without going all soft on one another as well because it's not our style.

I got a touch of a headache which I think may have actually been a headache-headache, not a sub-related headache, because I'm testing various dosages of taladafil on myself to see how I react physically to them before employing them for sexy-times. 10 mg was very smooth, 20 mg actually seems to have made me a bit woozy there for an hour or two. I'm not trying higher doses because that's counterindicated by penis-doctors. But it does appear to actually have a noticeable physical effect for about 36 hours or so. I'm gonna use be using it in case of dirty deeds happening prior to the release of OED 6G - although it's mostly for my mental comfort than actual, like, physical impotence.

I did have moments when I felt a little bit light-headed and had some hints of still releasing anger, here and there. Took the time today to think about things and stuff, getting back to work on the morrow.

Had a great singing practice session today to boot. I just need to keep reminding myself that yes, I *am* an expert in this belcanto thing - I've been doing this crap for the past *15* years, day in, day out, and some people still treat me as if they know better while they don't. And I know my vocal capabilities and the physiological mechanisms behind my particular voice and body way better than any darn outside smartass, oy, because it's *my* body and *my* voice.