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OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-22-2025
This will be my online journal to post notable experiences with OSC 6G. I'll probably keep posts relatively short and high-level because of time. If anyone has any questions about specifics, I'll be happy to elaborate the best that I can.
I just finished 6 months of PM. It's probably my favorite sub to date and in some cases I'll use it as a comparison against OSC. If anyone is interested, my review is here: https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Primal-Masculinity-5-Month-Review
Day 7
Things I've noticed so far:
- OSC is much lighter than PM. PM almost felt like I was wearing an invisible suit and there was a heaviness to it. It wasn't uncomfortable o unpleasant, but it was heavier.
- With PM, I didn't experience much of a boost in motivation. With OSC, my energy levels have increased and I feel a sense of restlessness that I'm channeling into work and personal projects. The energy boost is similar to what I experienced with US prior to running PM.
- With PM, I needed more rest. With OSC, I'm sleeping less and it doesn't seem to be affecting me negatively.
- I'm a hardcore introvert. From the time I was a kid, I've preferred to spend most of my time alone. Even when engaging with people, I tend to be wrapped up in my own priorities and don't engage in much small talk. With PM, I turned inward to the point that I viewed most social interaction as a meaningless waste of time and actively avoided it as much as possible. OSC seems to be reversing that to some degree.
- Some people are reacting to me as if I'm more approachable, presumably because of the previous point.
- With PM, I felt a sense of indestructibility, presumably from "thick skin" scripting and the energy flooding. It was like I had a shield around me and through me. With OSC, that's gone. I feel totally exposed. (Side Note: @Shannon I hope to see the thick skin effect and energy flooding in AM7 and UMSv3. The sense of indestructibility I'm describing could potentially elevate these programs from 'great' to unstoppable juggernauts.)
- With PM, one of my cats was really scared of me. From @4kingdom's journal:
(03-21-2025, 01:01 PM)NOMAD Wrote: I've had an experience similar to this. When I began running PM, one of my cats fell in love with me. The other cat feared me to the point that she hissed, clawed, bit, etc when I would try to pick her up. The rest of the time she was running from me. When I took a break from PM, the fearful cat began warming up to me. Now that I'm running OSC 6G, that fearful cat actually approaches when I hold my hand out and rubs her body against me while purring.
That's all for now.
RE: OSC 6G Log - 4Kingdoms - 03-22-2025
(03-21-2025, 01:01 PM)NOMAD Wrote: I've had an experience similar to this. When I began running PM, one of my cats fell in love with me. The other cat feared me to the point that she hissed, clawed, bit, etc when I would try to pick her up. The rest of the time she was running from me. When I took a break from PM, the fearful cat began warming up to me. Now that I'm running OSC 6G, that fearful cat actually approaches when I hold my hand out and rubs her body against me while purring.
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-4Kingdoms-Optimal-Self-Confidence-6g?pid=267470#pid267470
(03-21-2025, 08:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: The fearful cat was probably responding to something along the lines of high levels of androstenone.
The fearful cat is female.
What is the gender of the cat that fell in love with you while running PM?
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-22-2025
(03-22-2025, 05:26 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(03-21-2025, 01:01 PM)NOMAD Wrote: I've had an experience similar to this. When I began running PM, one of my cats fell in love with me. The other cat feared me to the point that she hissed, clawed, bit, etc when I would try to pick her up. The rest of the time she was running from me. When I took a break from PM, the fearful cat began warming up to me. Now that I'm running OSC 6G, that fearful cat actually approaches when I hold my hand out and rubs her body against me while purring.
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-4Kingdoms-Optimal-Self-Confidence-6g?pid=267470#pid267470
(03-21-2025, 08:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: The fearful cat was probably responding to something along the lines of high levels of androstenone.
The fearful cat is female.
What is the gender of the cat that fell in love with you while running PM?
Both cats are female. The cat that fell in love still is still in love. She hasn't changed.
I hadn't considered the possibility of androstenone inducing fear.
The two cats have significantly different personalities. The cat that fell in love is the confident huntress that often stalks me. The fearful cat is a very gentle soul prefers to hide.
RE: OSC 6G Log - Shannon - 03-23-2025
So perhaps one sees you as being the confident male of her dreams, and one sees you as being too dominant now, and thus a threat.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-24-2025
(03-23-2025, 01:06 PM)Shannon Wrote: So perhaps one sees you as being the confident male of her dreams, and one sees you as being too dominant now, and thus a threat.
That's very possible. But now that I'm not running PM, the fearful cat is warming up to me.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-24-2025
Day 9
Today started off rough. I woke up with a feeling of horrible anxiety and dread. I also experienced digestive discomfort and nausea. At one point I thought that I might vomit. The digestive issues lasted for several hours. The anxiety slowly dissipated over the course of the next few hours after that. In spite of it all, I fought through it and had a surprisingly productive day.
RE: OSC 6G Log - Shannon - 03-24-2025
It will get better. You're working through some serious subconscious fears right now.