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OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-22-2025
This will be my online journal to post notable experiences with OSC 6G. I'll probably keep posts relatively short and high-level because of time. If anyone has any questions about specifics, I'll be happy to elaborate the best that I can.
I just finished 6 months of PM. It's probably my favorite sub to date and in some cases I'll use it as a comparison against OSC. If anyone is interested, my review is here: https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Primal-Masculinity-5-Month-Review
Day 7
Things I've noticed so far:
- OSC is much lighter than PM. PM almost felt like I was wearing an invisible suit and there was a heaviness to it. It wasn't uncomfortable o unpleasant, but it was heavier.
- With PM, I didn't experience much of a boost in motivation. With OSC, my energy levels have increased and I feel a sense of restlessness that I'm channeling into work and personal projects. The energy boost is similar to what I experienced with US prior to running PM.
- With PM, I needed more rest. With OSC, I'm sleeping less and it doesn't seem to be affecting me negatively.
- I'm a hardcore introvert. From the time I was a kid, I've preferred to spend most of my time alone. Even when engaging with people, I tend to be wrapped up in my own priorities and don't engage in much small talk. With PM, I turned inward to the point that I viewed most social interaction as a meaningless waste of time and actively avoided it as much as possible. OSC seems to be reversing that to some degree.
- Some people are reacting to me as if I'm more approachable, presumably because of the previous point.
- With PM, I felt a sense of indestructibility, presumably from "thick skin" scripting and the energy flooding. It was like I had a shield around me and through me. With OSC, that's gone. I feel totally exposed. (Side Note: @Shannon I hope to see the thick skin effect and energy flooding in AM7 and UMSv3. The sense of indestructibility I'm describing could potentially elevate these programs from 'great' to unstoppable juggernauts.)
- With PM, one of my cats was really scared of me. From @4kingdom's journal:
(03-21-2025, 01:01 PM)NOMAD Wrote: I've had an experience similar to this. When I began running PM, one of my cats fell in love with me. The other cat feared me to the point that she hissed, clawed, bit, etc when I would try to pick her up. The rest of the time she was running from me. When I took a break from PM, the fearful cat began warming up to me. Now that I'm running OSC 6G, that fearful cat actually approaches when I hold my hand out and rubs her body against me while purring.
That's all for now.
RE: OSC 6G Log - 4Kingdoms - 03-22-2025
(03-21-2025, 01:01 PM)NOMAD Wrote: I've had an experience similar to this. When I began running PM, one of my cats fell in love with me. The other cat feared me to the point that she hissed, clawed, bit, etc when I would try to pick her up. The rest of the time she was running from me. When I took a break from PM, the fearful cat began warming up to me. Now that I'm running OSC 6G, that fearful cat actually approaches when I hold my hand out and rubs her body against me while purring.
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-4Kingdoms-Optimal-Self-Confidence-6g?pid=267470#pid267470
(03-21-2025, 08:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: The fearful cat was probably responding to something along the lines of high levels of androstenone.
The fearful cat is female.
What is the gender of the cat that fell in love with you while running PM?
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-22-2025
(03-22-2025, 05:26 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(03-21-2025, 01:01 PM)NOMAD Wrote: I've had an experience similar to this. When I began running PM, one of my cats fell in love with me. The other cat feared me to the point that she hissed, clawed, bit, etc when I would try to pick her up. The rest of the time she was running from me. When I took a break from PM, the fearful cat began warming up to me. Now that I'm running OSC 6G, that fearful cat actually approaches when I hold my hand out and rubs her body against me while purring.
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-4Kingdoms-Optimal-Self-Confidence-6g?pid=267470#pid267470
(03-21-2025, 08:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: The fearful cat was probably responding to something along the lines of high levels of androstenone.
The fearful cat is female.
What is the gender of the cat that fell in love with you while running PM?
Both cats are female. The cat that fell in love still is still in love. She hasn't changed.
I hadn't considered the possibility of androstenone inducing fear.
The two cats have significantly different personalities. The cat that fell in love is the confident huntress that often stalks me. The fearful cat is a very gentle soul prefers to hide.
RE: OSC 6G Log - Shannon - 03-23-2025
So perhaps one sees you as being the confident male of her dreams, and one sees you as being too dominant now, and thus a threat.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-24-2025
(03-23-2025, 01:06 PM)Shannon Wrote: So perhaps one sees you as being the confident male of her dreams, and one sees you as being too dominant now, and thus a threat.
That's very possible. But now that I'm not running PM, the fearful cat is warming up to me.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-24-2025
Day 9
Today started off rough. I woke up with a feeling of horrible anxiety and dread. I also experienced digestive discomfort and nausea. At one point I thought that I might vomit. The digestive issues lasted for several hours. The anxiety slowly dissipated over the course of the next few hours after that. In spite of it all, I fought through it and had a surprisingly productive day.
RE: OSC 6G Log - Shannon - 03-24-2025
It will get better. You're working through some serious subconscious fears right now.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-25-2025
Day 10
I woke up with anxiety and nausea again today, but it was less intense and it went away within about 20 minutes of waking up.
So far, the 'feel' of OSC is a lot like US was for me. I have a similar level of restlessness and time passes by more slowly like it did with US. That combination lends itself to productivity, which is nice. On the other hand, I miss how quickly the work week seemed to to pass while running PM.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 03-28-2025
Day 13
I haven't had any anxiety upon waking in a few days. That seems to be over. I've noticed some changes in the behavior of various people I interact with regularly as if they view me as being of higher status than before. I'll keep an eye on this and see if the trend continues.
That's all I have to report. I can't say that I feel more confident.
RE: OSC 6G Log - 4Kingdoms - 03-28-2025
(03-28-2025, 11:09 AM)NOMAD Wrote: Day 13
I haven't had any anxiety upon waking in a few days. That seems to be over. I've noticed some changes in the behavior of various people I interact with regularly as if they view me as being of higher status than before. I'll keep an eye on this and see if the trend continues.
That's all I have to report. I can't say that I feel more confident.
I talk about this several times throughout my journal, starting on Day 5 (second page of my OSC journal), and others replied with similar experiences. (People act differently.) I'm not sure what vibes they feel from us, but people are friendly and respectful. As far as I know, when I'm in public, I'm expressionless and stoic as I walk around. I mind my own business, I'm not looking to socialize.
I'm on Day 50 and still feel the same about feeling confident. I do notice that I am much happier, and I make time for more fun, even when I'm alone! If that is the definition of confidence, I'll take it!!
If you are reading this and are on the fence about OSC, give it a try; it's 6G, and it's free!!
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 04-01-2025
(03-28-2025, 02:42 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(03-28-2025, 11:09 AM)NOMAD Wrote: Day 13
I haven't had any anxiety upon waking in a few days. That seems to be over. I've noticed some changes in the behavior of various people I interact with regularly as if they view me as being of higher status than before. I'll keep an eye on this and see if the trend continues.
That's all I have to report. I can't say that I feel more confident.
I'm on Day 50 and still feel the same about feeling confident. I do notice that I am much happier, and I make time for more fun, even when I'm alone! If that is the definition of confidence, I'll take it!!
If you are reading this and are on the fence about OSC, give it a try; it's 6G, and it's free!!
That's good stuff. I've had a few glimmers of happiness break through but nothing consistent.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 04-01-2025
Day 17
I'm feeling anxiety in spurts throughout the day. It's usually triggered by feeling unprepared for upcoming events, primarily at work. I'm hoping that something is being dealt with and that I'll be on the other side of it soon. It isn't debilitating, but it's not the confidence I'd like to experience. Even then, productivity is high and procrastination is low.
I miss PM. I felt like a rock while running that sub. That feeling is completely gone.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 04-03-2025
Day 19
With OSC, my mind is sharper than it was with PM, Maverick, and possibly US as well. With these subs, I often couldn't think of the appropriate word to use to finish sentences. I don't have that problem now. In fact, I can sometimes take a mental step back in the middle of a conversation and pick one of several words that come to mind so I can control the 'feel' of the conversation. That's pretty neat.
My motivation is also higher in certain ways. I've already mentioned that I procrastinate less. I don't know if that's a direct effect of OSC scripting or if OSC is unlocking dormant effects of PM and US.
Another thing to note is that I'm speaking more softly, slowly, and deliberately. That started while running PM but seems more pronounced now.
RE: OSC 6G Log - NOMAD - 04-09-2025
Day 24
I wish I had something positive to report. I'm waking up every day with a low level of anger lurking beneath the surface. Over the course of the day, it morphs into general malaise. This makes interactions with people feel really awkward. I hope that means I'm working through something and that OSC 6G is capable of getting me past it. Considering how well I executed the last few 5.XXG titles, this is not at all what I was expecting with 6G.
A lot can happen between now and day 62, so it has some time to get better. But for now, I'm disappointed in OSC 6G. That's my own fault for setting unrealistic expectations. I imagined that it would tear through resistance like paper. In reality, that doesn't seem to be the case.