I'm facing lot of anger and frustration, nothing special just doing my stuff but some annoying people can't stop making noise, and i can't focus on my stuff as wanted, then i remember i don't have all the time of the world to do something else which makes feel more anger, then i remember many things which made me lose my time in the past and my anger increased but now because those things were normal to me, but in reality i just lost my time with that, this reminds me of the fact i can't control those aspects of my life and my anger increased again, one day i'm going to lose my mind but at the same time i feel as if i can perceive the present, the moment right now and everything else, is like a conflict between both, i get mad but then i get calm but doesn't change the fact i can't control it and losing my time, I'm being hasty just as always and getting a headache.
Some hours ago my throat was feeling as if i couldn't swallow, i wonder if is related to this, is like everything going wrong not just my time and has been like this for a few days now, I always measure the time's worth if i gained something or not, if i gain something is worthy but if not the answer is simple and right now i can't measure it, my mind is in chaos and get mad but then i calm myself.
Some hours ago my throat was feeling as if i couldn't swallow, i wonder if is related to this, is like everything going wrong not just my time and has been like this for a few days now, I always measure the time's worth if i gained something or not, if i gain something is worthy but if not the answer is simple and right now i can't measure it, my mind is in chaos and get mad but then i calm myself.
