03-14-2023, 09:32 AM
Shit, I still feel ashamed when exposing my tastes or the things I like, then I feel fear for unknown reason, I don't remember when it started but at some point I kept hidden everything about my personal life and getting mad when someone meddled, maybe was due to social rejection or rejection from my family, I don't remember at all, but then that means I kept everything to myself and always showing a mask without realizing, it feels as if I'm scared from exposing myself.