I'm starting to think there is some true to that stuff about family clan thing or whatever, my symptoms are getting stronger and I'm trying to feel them withut getting it worse but this time as I was spending some time with my family my father was feeling very sleepy while I was feeling like shit, almost couldn't breath and my dizziness didn't help, now, doesn't looks like there is a link between both until I remember my father's main problems are strong headaches and some time I heard once he got so anxious that he seemed to have problems breathing (also he has sleep apnea), to get to the point I also been experiencing some light headaches some time ago and also felt them when I started feeling like shit, to get some more our father and son relation is improving so it can be said we have a stronger bond, now I'm thinking if that is caused by my influence while executing OGSF, didn't happen before but I was feeling worse than usual, it reminded me of my OFv3 experience.
Didn't get the best specifics from my parents it seems, breathing from my father and sensitive stomach from my mother (which is the reason I pass out whenever I have an anxiety attack), if life is that well made then I was born as a reflect from the shadow they wanted to keep hidden. I'm just a mess of human being. Is hillarious how I wasn't supposed to born by wild means due to getting tangled up with the umbilical cord, I should go to thank the medic in charge as well for such a good job, and I mean it.
Didn't get the best specifics from my parents it seems, breathing from my father and sensitive stomach from my mother (which is the reason I pass out whenever I have an anxiety attack), if life is that well made then I was born as a reflect from the shadow they wanted to keep hidden. I'm just a mess of human being. Is hillarious how I wasn't supposed to born by wild means due to getting tangled up with the umbilical cord, I should go to thank the medic in charge as well for such a good job, and I mean it.
