09-13-2024, 08:02 AM
Day 31,
It's crazy that I'm already one month in. So many inner changes that feel rather smooth.
Very funny how much you can look at your tasks impartially, and the objective need for certain actions to generate certain results, as long as you remove your personal squabbles from the equation.
A couple of days ago, something bubbled to the surface that my lifestyle, and even me, were not attractive enough to hold the attention of *any* woman that I'd be interested in.
However, yesterday, I casually make a statement toward a gym crush as we were leaving, and we get into a conversation. A mutual acquaintance jumped in, and they started chatting (they know each other better than I know either of them), but all of it was positive and light.
She was very smiley, so I know that I could reopen the conversation next time.
It's like I'm emotionally living up to Bruce Lee's "be water" quote.
It's crazy that I'm already one month in. So many inner changes that feel rather smooth.
Very funny how much you can look at your tasks impartially, and the objective need for certain actions to generate certain results, as long as you remove your personal squabbles from the equation.
A couple of days ago, something bubbled to the surface that my lifestyle, and even me, were not attractive enough to hold the attention of *any* woman that I'd be interested in.
However, yesterday, I casually make a statement toward a gym crush as we were leaving, and we get into a conversation. A mutual acquaintance jumped in, and they started chatting (they know each other better than I know either of them), but all of it was positive and light.
She was very smiley, so I know that I could reopen the conversation next time.
It's like I'm emotionally living up to Bruce Lee's "be water" quote.
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