09-04-2024, 09:24 AM
Day 22,
I'm imagining myself in the situation where my new book picks up, becomes incredibly popular, and I get interviewed by bad actors.
I'm finding myself getting worked up by the implications, mischaracterizations and intentional misunderstandings that these interviewers will lob at me.
This is new, as I'm normally cool as a cucumber and can laugh it off.
However, this might be due to the fact that I actually believe that this book will be real, and so these scenarios might actually happen.
Before, I might have not believed that it was possible, and so I could laugh off these fictional scenarios.
Or, my self-esteem and self-respect are growing, meaning that I might be trying to assert them in a clumsy and messy way.
I'm currently 1/2 days into the OFF period.
I'm imagining myself in the situation where my new book picks up, becomes incredibly popular, and I get interviewed by bad actors.
I'm finding myself getting worked up by the implications, mischaracterizations and intentional misunderstandings that these interviewers will lob at me.
This is new, as I'm normally cool as a cucumber and can laugh it off.
However, this might be due to the fact that I actually believe that this book will be real, and so these scenarios might actually happen.
Before, I might have not believed that it was possible, and so I could laugh off these fictional scenarios.
Or, my self-esteem and self-respect are growing, meaning that I might be trying to assert them in a clumsy and messy way.
I'm currently 1/2 days into the OFF period.
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