OFV4 Special Case Use; Digging Deep

[Chris P. Bacon]

I had 3 dreams last night. I usually do not remember any of my dreams so it's quite interesting to me.

The first one I barely remember but it had to do with sexuality. The second was about intimate connections. I remember talking to someone and it was very pleasant as we had a very deep connection. The third one had to do with something about going back to the day I graduated high school and starting life back there again.

All have 3 dreams are significant and the state of my feelings, both emotional and not, are different today. I think those dreams will have long-standing, if not permanent changes in me.

I'm surprised by this version of OF. It has been easier than all prior versions and exponentially more effective. I cannot pinpoint any specific difficult day that has its primary cause due to subconscious resistance to OF.

This is great. I've had dreams most nights too. One was sexually themed, and I feel like I'm becoming a more relaxed and confident version of myself.

Me too. I feel like all those dreams were permanent resolutions to some issues. I guess we'll see what that looks like on the next off cycle.

Fear and the mind are a Gordian knot. It's best to just cut through it instead of try to unravel it. Until now I did not think it was possible to deal with fear so effectively but with all this change I can see it's possible. 

Had a flare up of anger towards my dad today which resolved quickly, and quite possibly permanently as well. Anger hides pain, lean into it and see what's there.