08-16-2022, 03:06 PM
3 days on was good. I also got the urge to add a loop per night so I did. I was a little concerned that that would overwhelm and I would stonewall the program but when I tried to remove that loop I got a strong no. Hopefully, this is not a tactic to derail results but I'll trust myself for now and observe the results.
First day off of 3 today. Overall I felt pretty good today and fear wasn't really on the radar all that much.
The last night on I really felt like some of the pieces are coming together in my life right now and I understand some of the information and how it pieces together and really began to feel a sense of trust in whatever this thing is we call existence. Existential dread is greatly reduced and feelings of depression are almost nonexistent.
A whole lot of things are changing in my life now and all of them are good. I'm excited to see this program is still having an effect on me and I also understand how to allow subs to execute to effect better than ever. It's a knowing feeling more than an intellectual approach. The mind cannot fix the problems of life for it is the cause of most of them.
First day off of 3 today. Overall I felt pretty good today and fear wasn't really on the radar all that much.
The last night on I really felt like some of the pieces are coming together in my life right now and I understand some of the information and how it pieces together and really began to feel a sense of trust in whatever this thing is we call existence. Existential dread is greatly reduced and feelings of depression are almost nonexistent.
A whole lot of things are changing in my life now and all of them are good. I'm excited to see this program is still having an effect on me and I also understand how to allow subs to execute to effect better than ever. It's a knowing feeling more than an intellectual approach. The mind cannot fix the problems of life for it is the cause of most of them.
