07-23-2022, 09:04 AM
(07-23-2022, 12:40 AM)Benjamin Wrote: Very good. The way you're writing sounds like you've been using it for a while, so I wonder if you mean also the previous versions or this is mainly from V4? If it's the second it sounds like it may be something interesting, like some kind of perceptive shift that makes it feel like it's been longer.
I've used every OF, at least I think I have. All the changes I've noticed so far are from OFV4. They are subtle but the combination of all of them is rather potent. I was experiencing TID from OFV4 for a while and it overpowered my MLS run. However, most of the TID came in the form of feelings and nothing too concrete. It was like shifting waves of intuitive sensing, but now running OFV4 all the feelings and changes are more concrete for lack of a better term. It's a little hard to describe but the changes are quick, definitive, and natural feeling. I think OFV4 will induce permanent change in me but it's a little early to say that it will just yet. I can feel V4 getting into areas of me as a person that no other version has. I feel like it's actually pushing past the fear and making it into my body. I'm not sure how to describe it but I know a lot of subs that would cause permanent physical change have been resisted. It's also getting past the fear of losing control and I am becoming comfortable with letting go of the fear-based idea of control. It is simply a lie and not even close to what control actually is, just putting up fear-based limitations and calling it control. The 2 days on V4 have been rather jam-packed full of progress and it seems that it will take some time to really process what is going on. 4 days off might not be so unagreeable.
