My UMS v2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom

[GreekGod22]

Noticing a pattern how I almost always seem to end up with an empty wallet at the end of the month. Somehow, I always find ways to spend my money and never get to saving money. I do not spend it recklessly, but end up buying/ paying for a lot of things: app store subscriptions, private Discord server, clothes, supplements...
Ever since I got my first job, I would often end up without money before my next salary came.
When I was in college, I received money from my parents. I would often gamble it away and would have nothing to eat for a few days.