My ASC Journal - Conquering anxiety & feeling extremely confident

[GreekGod22]

Days 39 - 40

These 2 days have been quiet. I am now under the influence of some medication, which does alter my state and influences neurotransmitter levels. Overall, I'm keeping a positive outlook on life.
Been breaking out of learned helplessness more and more, especially with regards to my health.
I have been playing mostly the masked track, but sometimes the ultrasonic too. I think the ultrasonic makes my breathing heavier, this is an odd effect.
I'm also doign Nofap, which gives me great emotional stability.
Tempted to take a risk and go on DMSI after ASC.
I have now realized once again, how important it is for a man to be on his purpose, to live life by his own design. I've been undecided and directionless for too long. Time to change that.


Wrote down what are my most important values in life:

1. being in great physical shape, having amazing energy levels and feeling euphoric.
   
2. Love, experiencing love, giving love. And quality social relationships.
   
3. Financial freedom