Mojam's E2 Journal

[Zane]

23/07/2017
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours

Really confused whether E2 works on me or not... Still has a lot of tension, fear, confidence problem. Losses the desire of studying. Fear of failure, fear of future killing me randomly. Lot of frustration. Nearly 02 months passes of listening E2 but yet not found any noticeable changes inside me. Really hopeless. On the other hand my career is ruining due to lack of study desire.. Financial crisis always makes me panicked.... Can't be decisive... Always remain doubtful... feel very much unsteady... totally hopeless

It's take 30 days to create a new thought and 90 days to make that thought permanent...

Don't identified any new thought inside me Need more and more motivation... would you please suggest me some movies, books and medicines that will help me to remain motivated (if there any)?

Well u worry above financial issues.. I would Read "Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill"

Medicine :Ashwagandha 1000mg daily if that helps

For movies u can Ask on movie thread.. I don't watch movies that much

[mojamhaque]

23/07/2017
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours

Really confused whether E2 works on me or not... Still has a lot of tension, fear, confidence problem. Losses the desire of studying. Fear of failure, fear of future killing me randomly. Lot of frustration. Nearly 02 months passes of listening E2 but yet not found any noticeable changes inside me. Really hopeless. On the other hand my career is ruining due to lack of study desire.. Financial crisis always makes me panicked.... Can't be decisive... Always remain doubtful... feel very much unsteady... totally hopeless

It's take 30 days to create a new thought and 90 days to make that thought permanent...

Don't identified any new thought inside me Need more and more motivation... would you please suggest me some movies, books and medicines that will help me to remain motivated (if there any)?

Well u worry above financial issues.. I would Read "Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill"

Medicine :Ashwagandha 1000mg daily if that helps

For movies u can Ask on movie thread.. I don't watch movies that much

Thank you very much dude

[mojamhaque]

24/07/2017
Day - 54
Listening hour-08 hours

It's now worthy to write same thing again and again... but still my feeling is unchanged. Don't know how much I have to wait for that. Still I am fearful. Had a nice circulation for a nice job but I'm afraid to apply reason "if I fail!!!". Bu**shit thinking.... Can't change such thinking pattern

[mojamhaque]

25/07/2017
Day - 55
Listening hour-08 hours

Everything is going as previous. Nothing to update. Want to live tension free life...

[mojamhaque]

25/07/2017
Day - 56
Listening Hours-08

Feel better than previous 02 or 03 days. Tried to read something on Discrete Mathematics, Data Structures and Algorithms but failed to concentrate. However feel so much lazy and fall into sleep after 11:00-11:30 PM and wake up at very early in the morning (6:00 AM).

Feel more hungry and desire of smoking seems increased... I want to leave this habit but can't... I think my will power is not sufficient for stop smoking.

Yet not identified any massive change inside me which I'm looking for. Often feel the crisis of motivation but today feel much better than previous..

Each day try to read MLS journal of different users like @Zane, @Jake2015, @ichigo, @Bookstacks DC737 and try to get some motivation from those journals..

One thing forgot to mention earlier which is - Last some days I noticed dizziness during my office time... also feel very weak. Can't concentrate properly on any work.... My head seems heavy and can't store anything inside my brain... forget immediately after listening or reading anything...

[mojamhaque]

OK. Shannon advised me to stop using E2 form 2/3/5/7 days and observe the condition. So next few days I'll not use E2.

Hello Shannon
Good day. Hope you are doing well.

Currently I'm using E2 (last 55 days) and 08 hours in each day.

Last some days I noticed dizziness during my office time... also feel very weak. Can't concentrate properly on any work.... My head seems heavy and can't store anything inside my brain... forget immediately after listening or reading anything...

Also sometime fears fill me and become very nervous also sometime I become very much panicked. At that time feel very much lack of confidence.

Please advise.[/i]

Take some time off. Let your mind rest a bit, and see what happens.

You mean I have to take 2/3 days interval!!

2, 3, 5, 7... see where it takes you and assess as you go along. I don't suggest more than 5 to 7 days off though.

[mojamhaque]

Enjoying the book "Tension Free New Life" of "Dale Carnegie". A lot of reading still remain to complete.. Time is very short. Don't know how to complete them.

[mojamhaque]

Learned a new lesson from Dale's book "Live for today. Don't worry about past & future." This lesson helped me much to overcome all my fears and tensions. Now I feel much confident than ever.?

[mojamhaque]

Passing 2 days interval period. Last two days I'm not listening any sub. Just reading the book of Dale Carnegie. This book is really enjoying. Learning a lot of lessons from the book. Hope these lessons will help me to remain tension free. From next day I will start listening E2 again.

[mojamhaque]

My Interval period is over. Again started listening E2.

[mojamhaque]

30/07/2017
Day - 57
Listening Hours-08

After two days interval I start again listening E2. Now I have no hope on E2. Excess hope often breaks my heart-- results a lot of sorrows. So just listening it. But don't know whether any benefit should get or not.

[Jake2015]

Hey man, I thought you were seeing results from E2, is that not the case?

[mojamhaque]

Hey man, I thought you were seeing results from E2, is that not the case?

Yet not got any notable changes identified. Still I have all fears, confidence problems, motivational problems etc etc... and I don't know whether they will remove from me or not... Really hopeless.

[mojamhaque]

31/07/2017
Day - 58
Listening Hours-08

Nothing to update