Yea i would totally agree that the experience is subjective, so don't take it too seriously guys, After all even if the theory that am6 to sm3 requires devolution of some aspects of the self, if you want something bad enough you will get it, so if you want the results of sm3 persevere with the program until it gives you exactly what you want, as for location and stuff, yea through am6 and the stage 1-3 of my last sm3 run i was somewhat distant from the student environment, but since the end of stage 3 until now I'm living in student accommodation 2 mins walk away from campus, there is plenty of options, I ran sm3 the second time thinking results be 20x what they previously where since i would the am6 foundation... But like i said, thats just a theory .....
Anyway, Update (for the sake of this post I'm unsure which product is causing this result as Im running sm3 and something else(not a sub), but I'm making the assumption that its sm3)
This girl that I've been friends with for about half a year, always had a thing for her, but she has was in a relationship until new years eve, since then haven't really made a move because awkward social circle
This morning at 8:12 i got a text saying
You will meet me tonight for some fun
I replied
Can't I'm busy
The girl came into my work this afternoon, said hi had a quick conversation, she got really fidgety and awkward then disappeared to the toilet, and started sending me snapchats of her in the toilet playing with herself (which i didn't see until after work), she came back out and said "you better be ready for me tonight" and left
I finished work, opened up the snaps, 5 or 6 videos and 2 pics with caption all yours tonight.
So i went back to my flat, opened a beer, submitted some work online and chilled.
9pm i get a text,
Sorry I got to change the plan I'm out for drinks with a friend.
I reply,
Cool! No probz!
Since i hadn't actually agreed to anything i wasn't disappointed.
At 11pm(ish) she phones me asking if she can come in, I say thats cool, and about 10 mins later she gets here, she has brought her friend, a smoking hot blonde girl from australia, the girl who text me seemed slightly tipsy but her friend was a little more than just slightly drunk.
We sit having a drink and playing some cards against humanity, after a while the girl starts telling her blonde friend she loves watching girls give head, I'm not entirely sure when i said yea lets do that, but she was already pulling my jeans off and giving me the look,
long story short: i didn't have a threesome as the girl who was texting me just sat at the edge of the bed watching and touching herself whilst her australian friend showed me that girls down under know how to fuck. Anyway after all was over, my friend took me to the bathroom, started rubbing my dick over my trousers and said "wait up for me, theres more", she then left to take the australian girl home in a taxi, and i checked my emails saw there has been posts on here so read them and decided to update, she should be back soon, haha wtf!!! SM3 is back
Edit: I'm 100% convinced sm3 is at play. She came back about 10 mins ago in a stinking mood, announced she's staying here tonight. Said she is going to bed and climbed in, then sat up and said "we will have sex in the morning, OKAY!" (The okay was very loud almost shouting) I said "maybe" she then replied with "we better" and turned around and has been silent since. This is why I'm convinced sm3 is doing something again, only that sub knows how to manifest situations that leave me sitting in my bed mouth agape with confusion. Haha wtf? Seriously sub, why is there always unexplainable drama???? I'm scared to move just in case she is still awake and her temper is still active.
This girl went from a normal friend yesterday, to texting me about having fun, explicit snaps, a random woman in my flat and ultimately an angry lady lying here in silence. Seriously wtf! That's too much confusion for one day.
Anyway, Update (for the sake of this post I'm unsure which product is causing this result as Im running sm3 and something else(not a sub), but I'm making the assumption that its sm3)
This girl that I've been friends with for about half a year, always had a thing for her, but she has was in a relationship until new years eve, since then haven't really made a move because awkward social circle
This morning at 8:12 i got a text saying
You will meet me tonight for some fun
I replied
Can't I'm busy
The girl came into my work this afternoon, said hi had a quick conversation, she got really fidgety and awkward then disappeared to the toilet, and started sending me snapchats of her in the toilet playing with herself (which i didn't see until after work), she came back out and said "you better be ready for me tonight" and left
I finished work, opened up the snaps, 5 or 6 videos and 2 pics with caption all yours tonight.
So i went back to my flat, opened a beer, submitted some work online and chilled.
9pm i get a text,
Sorry I got to change the plan I'm out for drinks with a friend.
I reply,
Cool! No probz!
Since i hadn't actually agreed to anything i wasn't disappointed.
At 11pm(ish) she phones me asking if she can come in, I say thats cool, and about 10 mins later she gets here, she has brought her friend, a smoking hot blonde girl from australia, the girl who text me seemed slightly tipsy but her friend was a little more than just slightly drunk.
We sit having a drink and playing some cards against humanity, after a while the girl starts telling her blonde friend she loves watching girls give head, I'm not entirely sure when i said yea lets do that, but she was already pulling my jeans off and giving me the look,
long story short: i didn't have a threesome as the girl who was texting me just sat at the edge of the bed watching and touching herself whilst her australian friend showed me that girls down under know how to fuck. Anyway after all was over, my friend took me to the bathroom, started rubbing my dick over my trousers and said "wait up for me, theres more", she then left to take the australian girl home in a taxi, and i checked my emails saw there has been posts on here so read them and decided to update, she should be back soon, haha wtf!!! SM3 is back
Edit: I'm 100% convinced sm3 is at play. She came back about 10 mins ago in a stinking mood, announced she's staying here tonight. Said she is going to bed and climbed in, then sat up and said "we will have sex in the morning, OKAY!" (The okay was very loud almost shouting) I said "maybe" she then replied with "we better" and turned around and has been silent since. This is why I'm convinced sm3 is doing something again, only that sub knows how to manifest situations that leave me sitting in my bed mouth agape with confusion. Haha wtf? Seriously sub, why is there always unexplainable drama???? I'm scared to move just in case she is still awake and her temper is still active.
This girl went from a normal friend yesterday, to texting me about having fun, explicit snaps, a random woman in my flat and ultimately an angry lady lying here in silence. Seriously wtf! That's too much confusion for one day.
