Okay one thing I'm not good at doing is updating journals lol in case you guys hadn't already noticed.
So I have finished stages 1-3 the foundation of sm before the real meat of the sub begins to kick in. I'm not gonna lie here, this time this subliminal has been a lot harder on me than previously, probably because of ogsf and ego balancing with humility. I have ran am6 and sm3 with a friend this time so we can constantly feedback on what we are noticing, I have found this method to be extremely beneficial as we are always at the same part of every stage so it's easy to find the similarities. For example stage 3 for both us was really weird, we would have real mega lows that could last from 10 minutes to a couple of hours and during these lows there is just no logical reasoning to feel low. The first 3 stages have had their ups and downs and have progressively gotten worse for me, stage 1 I felt like the boss again and I was back in familiar territory, stage 2 was a lot of interest from women but nothing concrete. Had a few of those incidents where you feel like you are burning up lol. Stage 3 I can define as pushing women away from me and a lot of resistance. The last week of stage 3 I had so much negativity I didn't want to proceed to stage 4, looking back I can't determine why logically I did not want to, the idea of giving up was strong.
This time around I am noticing a completely different side to sex magnet, the most obvious to me is the lack of external conflict with women but the surpluss of internal conflict.
I have a few women whom either don't want to speak to me or next minute won't leave me alone. It is strange territory. Maybe because I am not out as much this time round so less alcohol infused relations. after stage 4 I go back to university should be interesting to see how things have changed as I started sex magnet just prior to the summer exams.
Work is an ever changing spiral of confusion. Working in retail gives you an interesting perspective and I have noticed subtle changes towards me over the 3 stages. Yesterday was day 1 of stage 4, I politely refused a request of a female customer and boom I must have hit her Mr. Hyde switch, she threw her goods at me and started screaming the building down. Is this the beginning of the craziness I had last time, where rejecting a women's request always ended up in a crazy display of anger and frustration. Haha I hope so, Atleast then I will know I'm continuing down that old path.
Relations with women have been low, comety lost interest in stage 2. Stage 3 they have been pushing me away. Thankfully outside of all the resistance I recognise these as positive signs from my previous run.
However I definitely wouldn't call my lack of success with women a negative as this is the same sub and I believe the effects are a lot stronger this time. It's just now I'm living in a more rural environment, I am not surrounded by hundreds of horny students this time lol. I haven't had the same kind of crazy encounters but then again there just isn't a large enough variety of women for such encounters go take place, I'm currently living in a village as opposed to a student city. I have definitely had moments of déjà vu, and many aspects are much stronger now, most of the women I currently interact with are a lot older than me and married so not my ideal playground (so to speak).
Liquidmind I am based around Edinburgh.
James_Sky I couldn't give you an estimate on usage as the sub played 24/7 in my dorm so whenever I was in my room I was exposed.
UPDATE: in my first entry of this journal I had stated I had purchased sm2 but hadn't used it. Just gonna say this was innacurate, after cleaning up my iTunes sm2 stage 1-5 were all played 450+ times and stage 6 was played 226 times, my sm3 stage 1-3 are now sitting at around 1050 plays per stage and stage 4-5 are at 600ish and 6 is at a shockingly low 127.
So technically this is my 3rd run of sex magnet and will be the first I complete stage 6 before giving up.
So I have finished stages 1-3 the foundation of sm before the real meat of the sub begins to kick in. I'm not gonna lie here, this time this subliminal has been a lot harder on me than previously, probably because of ogsf and ego balancing with humility. I have ran am6 and sm3 with a friend this time so we can constantly feedback on what we are noticing, I have found this method to be extremely beneficial as we are always at the same part of every stage so it's easy to find the similarities. For example stage 3 for both us was really weird, we would have real mega lows that could last from 10 minutes to a couple of hours and during these lows there is just no logical reasoning to feel low. The first 3 stages have had their ups and downs and have progressively gotten worse for me, stage 1 I felt like the boss again and I was back in familiar territory, stage 2 was a lot of interest from women but nothing concrete. Had a few of those incidents where you feel like you are burning up lol. Stage 3 I can define as pushing women away from me and a lot of resistance. The last week of stage 3 I had so much negativity I didn't want to proceed to stage 4, looking back I can't determine why logically I did not want to, the idea of giving up was strong.
This time around I am noticing a completely different side to sex magnet, the most obvious to me is the lack of external conflict with women but the surpluss of internal conflict.
I have a few women whom either don't want to speak to me or next minute won't leave me alone. It is strange territory. Maybe because I am not out as much this time round so less alcohol infused relations. after stage 4 I go back to university should be interesting to see how things have changed as I started sex magnet just prior to the summer exams.
Work is an ever changing spiral of confusion. Working in retail gives you an interesting perspective and I have noticed subtle changes towards me over the 3 stages. Yesterday was day 1 of stage 4, I politely refused a request of a female customer and boom I must have hit her Mr. Hyde switch, she threw her goods at me and started screaming the building down. Is this the beginning of the craziness I had last time, where rejecting a women's request always ended up in a crazy display of anger and frustration. Haha I hope so, Atleast then I will know I'm continuing down that old path.
Relations with women have been low, comety lost interest in stage 2. Stage 3 they have been pushing me away. Thankfully outside of all the resistance I recognise these as positive signs from my previous run.
However I definitely wouldn't call my lack of success with women a negative as this is the same sub and I believe the effects are a lot stronger this time. It's just now I'm living in a more rural environment, I am not surrounded by hundreds of horny students this time lol. I haven't had the same kind of crazy encounters but then again there just isn't a large enough variety of women for such encounters go take place, I'm currently living in a village as opposed to a student city. I have definitely had moments of déjà vu, and many aspects are much stronger now, most of the women I currently interact with are a lot older than me and married so not my ideal playground (so to speak).
Liquidmind I am based around Edinburgh.
James_Sky I couldn't give you an estimate on usage as the sub played 24/7 in my dorm so whenever I was in my room I was exposed.
UPDATE: in my first entry of this journal I had stated I had purchased sm2 but hadn't used it. Just gonna say this was innacurate, after cleaning up my iTunes sm2 stage 1-5 were all played 450+ times and stage 6 was played 226 times, my sm3 stage 1-3 are now sitting at around 1050 plays per stage and stage 4-5 are at 600ish and 6 is at a shockingly low 127.
So technically this is my 3rd run of sex magnet and will be the first I complete stage 6 before giving up.
