02-13-2014, 03:11 PM
Stage 1 Day 4
It's early on in the program, but there is one thing I am already really liking. Euphoria - I feel bliss for most of the day, well have the last 2. However I dunno why i chose to go out to a small music event tonight at my local bar, but for some reason, i just went. I've been to busy with coursework to go out much the last few months, so it was a real change to be out on a weeknight especially. I choose to go out for an unknown reason, i get to the event and its not a huge place but it is really busy, could barely move. Within 20 minutes I am chatting away to a girl I used to flirt back when i came to uni when i was almost finished AM, after like 20 minutes of chatting away, i completely shrug her off. Last semester, i was really into her, and at the beginning of the conversation i was like whoa she is still quite hot, but dunno i didn't feel it.
After being in the place for an hour and feeling the crap atmosphere of the place, the music was okay but they need better amps. I begin to notice something very similar and insidious, I suddenly feel like im on AM again, back at the start, where people really annoyed me, i found myself getting really in my head complaining about stupid stuff, and every person that i had to move for so they could squeeze past, began to really bug the crap out of me.
So by day i feel amazing and ready for anything, and by night apparently im hating people, Very similar to what I had in AM5. Hopefully the euphoric feelings stick around. I am loving the extra attention when I am at university.
Interesting ride so far, definitely hitting me harder and faster than previous subs.
It's early on in the program, but there is one thing I am already really liking. Euphoria - I feel bliss for most of the day, well have the last 2. However I dunno why i chose to go out to a small music event tonight at my local bar, but for some reason, i just went. I've been to busy with coursework to go out much the last few months, so it was a real change to be out on a weeknight especially. I choose to go out for an unknown reason, i get to the event and its not a huge place but it is really busy, could barely move. Within 20 minutes I am chatting away to a girl I used to flirt back when i came to uni when i was almost finished AM, after like 20 minutes of chatting away, i completely shrug her off. Last semester, i was really into her, and at the beginning of the conversation i was like whoa she is still quite hot, but dunno i didn't feel it.
After being in the place for an hour and feeling the crap atmosphere of the place, the music was okay but they need better amps. I begin to notice something very similar and insidious, I suddenly feel like im on AM again, back at the start, where people really annoyed me, i found myself getting really in my head complaining about stupid stuff, and every person that i had to move for so they could squeeze past, began to really bug the crap out of me.
So by day i feel amazing and ready for anything, and by night apparently im hating people, Very similar to what I had in AM5. Hopefully the euphoric feelings stick around. I am loving the extra attention when I am at university.
Interesting ride so far, definitely hitting me harder and faster than previous subs.
