Me and my girlfriend's DMSI journal

[Nox]

Day 10 or 11. I don't know

I've kind of evened out on selfishness I think. My hunger and eating is through the roof. I'm always hungry. Losing motivation and drive in a few things that are normally habits for me. Working out is one of them. Everything is becoming unimportant to me.

[Darwinn]

Good to see your posts man - for me they always prove among the most helpful. Thanks.

[Nox]

Good to see your posts man - for me they always prove among the most helpful. Thanks.

I hope they keep helping

I was hesitant about starting a lot again, but a deal is a deal.

[Nox]

I think I've hit some resistance. Haven't watched porn or masturbated for awhile, and did it three times today.

I'm taking this as a good sign as it means something is fighting, and I've noticed some very shy and interested looks from some ladies I know. Normally they're talkative and not shy. Now it seems like they're picking up either the aura or a change in my presence.

I'm not a fan of the porn and masturbation, but I decided to see where it would go instead of fighting down the urges. It seems like I need to be aware of and work with noticeable differences in my behavior. I don't intend to continue with this trend, but maybe something I'm not aware of will come from this.

It also appears that my refractory time has gone down...

[Nox]

Did the 1 day break as directed. Back on the day after. Nothing to really report. When girls look at me they're interested but I don't think that's a noticeable difference from before 3.2

I haven't started my girlfriend on dmsi at all due to the amount of resistance I've experienced on B. I MIGHT have her do 1 week of B before A, but I need to see how she and I are both feeling.

If anything I'm a little more tired than on average but no major differences. Besides that I'm not really bothered by any results or lack of as I just go about my day as usual.

[Shannon]

I think I've hit some resistance. Haven't watched porn or masturbated for awhile, and did it three times today.

I'm taking this as a good sign as it means something is fighting, and I've noticed some very shy and interested looks from some ladies I know. Normally they're talkative and not shy. Now it seems like they're picking up either the aura or a change in my presence.

I'm not a fan of the porn and masturbation, but I decided to see where it would go instead of fighting down the urges. It seems like I need to be aware of and work with noticeable differences in my behavior. I don't intend to continue with this trend, but maybe something I'm not aware of will come from this.

It also appears that my refractory time has gone down...

This is simply accepting the excuse the subconscious suggested to you as a way of permitting yourself to disregard the script. Be wary of that sort of thing.

[Nox]

I think I've hit some resistance. Haven't watched porn or masturbated for awhile, and did it three times today.

I'm taking this as a good sign as it means something is fighting, and I've noticed some very shy and interested looks from some ladies I know. Normally they're talkative and not shy. Now it seems like they're picking up either the aura or a change in my presence.

I'm not a fan of the porn and masturbation, but I decided to see where it would go instead of fighting down the urges. It seems like I need to be aware of and work with noticeable differences in my behavior. I don't intend to continue with this trend, but maybe something I'm not aware of will come from this.

It also appears that my refractory time has gone down...

This is simply accepting the excuse the subconscious suggested to you as a way of permitting yourself to disregard the script. Be wary of that sort of thing.

After the initial fiasco I resisted any other attempts or drives to do either of these things. I let it go the one time as i wasnt sure about it but it's definitely not how I act or want to. Thank you for the clarification and guidance.

[Shannon]

Ultimately I am going to try to prevent the need for that.

[Nox]

On my 2nd asrb break.

Not much to report really. Still feel good, no issues or depression. Just doing my thing.

[DMSIuser78]

On my 2nd asrb break.

Not much to report really. Still feel good, no issues or depression. Just doing my thing.

I think those who are one their 2nd ASRB break already might have miscalculated the secondary ARSB. 14:1 means you should take a break once every 15 days, not every 14 days.

[Nox]

On my 2nd asrb break.

Not much to report really. Still feel good, no issues or depression. Just doing my thing.

I think those who are one their 2nd ASRB break already might have miscalculated the secondary ARSB. 14:1 means you should take a break once every 15 days, not every 14 days.

14 days on then 1 day break

That's what I'm doing.

[Nox]

A is nice. Much more of what I was looking for than B.

Started the girlfriend on it also and last night was her first night. She mentioned today how great work was, how positive she felt, how everyone seemed to like her and how a lot of people didn't want to stop talking to her. She's hot anyways and gets a lot of attention, but more so than normal.

[Nox]

Feel like an update is in order

For me, I don't notice much happening on my own. I'm used to female attention and I don't know if the aura ever kicks on for me, but I don't mind. For the last few days I've gotten a huge urge to switch to MLS so I think I have some resistance happening but not sure.

The girlfriend I can see the difference continually. She's more assertive, happy, social, etc. She gets free stuff and is amazed by it. People compliment her, even ones that used to not get along with her, former nasty coworkers have started getting along with her also. Working extremely well for her.

My personal sex drive has taken a huge hit, but when we have sex I blow her away. Had a quickie the other day and she was screaming so loud I thought the neighbors would call the cops. So she's definitely enjoying sex more, whether its from my side or hers I'm not sure but its working.

When we go out I don't really know how to explain it. Picture a great outing on your own with Dmsi and how people react. Now imagine a couple. We make friends everywhere. Get invitations to all kinds of stuff. Free stuff happens. A lot.

I'm thinking about switching to MLS in a week if my mind doesn't change. I'll be keeping the girlfriend on Dmsi. Especially since she doesn't know exactly what she's using it's great seeing how she responds. And yes, she isn't 100% aware of what the subliminal is. I'd asked her about her thoughts on using subs back when I started us both on E2. She said she'd use whatever I wanted her to and wouldn't object as she knows I'm always looking out for her.