11-12-2014, 03:56 AM
Day 81:
Been feeling 'giddy' the past 2 days.
Today I was bouncing off the walls like a super-ball.
I noticed my self-image is sexy / more sexy.
Last night I had a random explosion of emotions. Feeling happy, angry, sad, anxious and hopeful, all at once.
I'm still not getting results with women in real life though (except a few forced-looking smiles here and there).
I'm left wondering things like,
Do women have low standards for themselves (go for lower quality guys)?
Maybe women just have low self-esteem and assume I'm way too good for them?
Are women so damaged, that they only go for jerks that are harmful to them (and ignore friendly, helpful guys like me)?
On another topic,
I've worked out my next 3 subs,
2014:
ASC (for the rest of 2014, after my 90 Days of DAOS)
2015:
EPRHA (3 months)
LTU (3 - 6 months)
Looking forward to doing EPRHA. It will be my first sub that has Slipstream in it, sounds pretty damn mint!!!
Been feeling 'giddy' the past 2 days.
Today I was bouncing off the walls like a super-ball.
I noticed my self-image is sexy / more sexy.
Last night I had a random explosion of emotions. Feeling happy, angry, sad, anxious and hopeful, all at once.
I'm still not getting results with women in real life though (except a few forced-looking smiles here and there).
I'm left wondering things like,
Do women have low standards for themselves (go for lower quality guys)?
Maybe women just have low self-esteem and assume I'm way too good for them?
Are women so damaged, that they only go for jerks that are harmful to them (and ignore friendly, helpful guys like me)?
On another topic,
I've worked out my next 3 subs,
2014:
ASC (for the rest of 2014, after my 90 Days of DAOS)
2015:
EPRHA (3 months)
LTU (3 - 6 months)
Looking forward to doing EPRHA. It will be my first sub that has Slipstream in it, sounds pretty damn mint!!!
