07-23-2021, 11:19 PM
Man, today was like opposite ends of the spectrum.
Had a meetup in the morning, met a few new people and I kind of naturally just took the lead and it was like even others volunteered me to like I had that vibe, I like it as i've never really been a 'leader' more just done my own thing even if it's unpopular.
Then in the afternoon after that I went from pumped to feeling drained, went to another meeting with friends and I was getting annoyed cos it was like on the opposite end, it felt like I was almost being completely ignored, barely acknowledged or listened to and I was like 'what the fuck' and shutting down further. In the end I just got really drained and left.
Got a bit of a headache now, strong feeling that tonight I need to take a night off so i'll do so.
Had a meetup in the morning, met a few new people and I kind of naturally just took the lead and it was like even others volunteered me to like I had that vibe, I like it as i've never really been a 'leader' more just done my own thing even if it's unpopular.
Then in the afternoon after that I went from pumped to feeling drained, went to another meeting with friends and I was getting annoyed cos it was like on the opposite end, it felt like I was almost being completely ignored, barely acknowledged or listened to and I was like 'what the fuck' and shutting down further. In the end I just got really drained and left.
Got a bit of a headache now, strong feeling that tonight I need to take a night off so i'll do so.
