stage 4 is unusual. i feel like i went back to the way i was for the first 2/3rds of stage 4. not necessarily needy but just a little bit of attention seeker, pushover, not doing anythin about people treating you shit, couldnt speak/stand for myself or others etc. wasnt a roller coaster either, rather smooth ride. i was just letting things slide and hope they will stop while i get frusttated inside but honestly i like the feeling from stage 3 and stage 1 where i can be by myself and be fine, i can confront people treating me shit and i can speak for myself. im 1 day away from stage 5, stahe 4 changes might be subtle for me but we shall see.
lets make good progress jim!
lets make good progress jim!
