So lately been finding that gym and eating right (apart from when hungover) have become pretty much second nature. I've also noticed I've had a few girls flirting with me lately but unfortunately none that I'm interested in or that reach my standards as girlfriend material but thats fine i've been having fun just flirting and it all feels very natural and something that I just feel now instead of act like I did in my PUA days.
I've also noticed that people are being quite friendly lately except for a few which have mocked me about how "Flash" I dress and a few that have called me james bond
Been noticing when I need to get something sorted I get it sorted and very quickly as well.
Still having major issues with procrastination around building up business ideas. The ideas are there but taking action to work towards it is very difficult. I've put this down to a combination of both fear of success and fear of failure.
I'm also still very scared of moving out of my parents place in September. There are times though when I feel ok about it so that is progress in that area.
I'm looking forward to AM5 next year though as the idea of viewing myself as a man instead of a boy is one that very much intrigues me and is something I've never felt in my life.
All up though most of the time things seem ok at the moment.
I've also noticed that people are being quite friendly lately except for a few which have mocked me about how "Flash" I dress and a few that have called me james bond
Been noticing when I need to get something sorted I get it sorted and very quickly as well.
Still having major issues with procrastination around building up business ideas. The ideas are there but taking action to work towards it is very difficult. I've put this down to a combination of both fear of success and fear of failure.
I'm also still very scared of moving out of my parents place in September. There are times though when I feel ok about it so that is progress in that area.
I'm looking forward to AM5 next year though as the idea of viewing myself as a man instead of a boy is one that very much intrigues me and is something I've never felt in my life.
All up though most of the time things seem ok at the moment.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
