02-17-2012, 04:06 AM
So I find myself in a bit of a predicament. I think I've out grown some of my friends.
I was out at a bar tonight and the mate I was out with was very quiet and kept complaining wanting to leave for this reason or the next. I was actually having a pretty good time, Chatting away to people I sort of knew and some I didn't so got a bit angry at him always wanting to leave. I had a little to drink but a lot less than usual as I had to stay under the limit for driving.
The funny thing is that I was actually feeling less social since being on stage 2.
The major predicament comes with the fact that I really have no friends left in my country apart from the ones I was out with tonight. I'm going to has it a guess this is part of alpha and I will start to make new friends along the way.
So another goal I am now going to put in place is to expand my social circle. I want to hang out with people that are as social as I am and who have similar aspirations.
Some other things that came up that surprisingly meant next to nothing to me were that I met one of the "Cool" guys from high school at the bar and he was paying me a lot of respect. Something else that kind of annoyed me was this bartender (a girl) wouldn't serve me because I "Pushed in" she then went on to serve someone else and came straight back to me while there were others waiting. I just told her I thought she was quite rude in a joking way. There was a lot of other things that happened but at this point I really couldn't care to much. The non neediness is quite a blessing at times
I was out at a bar tonight and the mate I was out with was very quiet and kept complaining wanting to leave for this reason or the next. I was actually having a pretty good time, Chatting away to people I sort of knew and some I didn't so got a bit angry at him always wanting to leave. I had a little to drink but a lot less than usual as I had to stay under the limit for driving.
The funny thing is that I was actually feeling less social since being on stage 2.
The major predicament comes with the fact that I really have no friends left in my country apart from the ones I was out with tonight. I'm going to has it a guess this is part of alpha and I will start to make new friends along the way.
So another goal I am now going to put in place is to expand my social circle. I want to hang out with people that are as social as I am and who have similar aspirations.
Some other things that came up that surprisingly meant next to nothing to me were that I met one of the "Cool" guys from high school at the bar and he was paying me a lot of respect. Something else that kind of annoyed me was this bartender (a girl) wouldn't serve me because I "Pushed in" she then went on to serve someone else and came straight back to me while there were others waiting. I just told her I thought she was quite rude in a joking way. There was a lot of other things that happened but at this point I really couldn't care to much. The non neediness is quite a blessing at times
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
