Been having some intense dreams the last few nights, can't remember what they were about but I remember them being very intense.
One thing I've realised is just how much of my life and decisions have been dictated by fear and negativity. Everything from succeeding with women to struggling with social situations when I was younger to going to uni. The few times I find myself not being ruled by fear I'm full of hope and my creativity is free to run wild. I never really wanted to go to uni when I was younger, I never wanted to go work in a corporate environment. I remember during uni developing an electronic cataloguing system for a museum and it worked really well. My lecturer was trying to push me to create a business from it as at the time there wasn't anything around that did that but it was fear that held me back, what if I failed, what if I didn't make any money, what would people think of me. A lot of these memories and feelings are coming up around success at the moment. I have a feeling OF 6g is going to be a massive program for me.
There's also a lot of feelings of regret coming up at the moment, my brother created a highly successful business and is on track to become a multi millionaire before the age of 30. I see that and think of the number of opportunities that I had to do similar but didn't due to fear and am filled with regret for not living up to my potential.
One thing I've realised is just how much of my life and decisions have been dictated by fear and negativity. Everything from succeeding with women to struggling with social situations when I was younger to going to uni. The few times I find myself not being ruled by fear I'm full of hope and my creativity is free to run wild. I never really wanted to go to uni when I was younger, I never wanted to go work in a corporate environment. I remember during uni developing an electronic cataloguing system for a museum and it worked really well. My lecturer was trying to push me to create a business from it as at the time there wasn't anything around that did that but it was fear that held me back, what if I failed, what if I didn't make any money, what would people think of me. A lot of these memories and feelings are coming up around success at the moment. I have a feeling OF 6g is going to be a massive program for me.
There's also a lot of feelings of regret coming up at the moment, my brother created a highly successful business and is on track to become a multi millionaire before the age of 30. I see that and think of the number of opportunities that I had to do similar but didn't due to fear and am filled with regret for not living up to my potential.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
