02-13-2018, 09:57 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-13-2018, 10:04 AM by Chris P. Bacon.)
So false alarm on any type of tooth abscess. Looks like that chomp didn't do anything major, except push me to get a dentist appointment. However, after running MIR for about 16 hours straight I feel better than I have this year. I would like an extended run on MIR sometime to see if I have any long term infections that wall themselves off like MRSA does. Lymes and HIV also do the same thing, I dont have any of those infections but it would be interesting to run it to find out if it eliminated any long term taxation on my immune systems. But enough about MIR
2 weeks ago I suspected I was going through resistance and ultimately was correct. It summarized in me telling myself this. " Subconscious it is neither ok or fair for you to be the ultimate determiner of my actions and emotions and not cooperate with my conscious mind nor my free will."
What I was feeling like was part of me was not respecting my free will to choose what I wanted to do and therefore make choices without the consent of what I now what for myself which is the best possible thing for me. It may not have been perfect or had been verbalized perfectly but part of me got the message. I got through that and improved on the other side.
Since that experience, I have been getting pockets of resistance here and there but I've been going through them instead of shutting down. As best as I can tell anyway. Went through one last night and today was pretty good. In my simulation trading, I was rocky to start off with, but all the research into getting in the zone and the success part of MLS caused me to crush it later on. The success part of MLS is really kicking into gear for me and is gaining momentum as a long-term change in my life.
I may skip PTPA and SE because they are in MLS and seem to be working, still not sure what I'll do yet. I like where MLS is taking me, but a break from it might be good as well. Darwins post about SE made me think deeply about switching and PTPA was just too timely to ignore. What to do what to do
Also as an update my intuition is getting better. My futures contract of choice is oil and when I woke up today I knew it was going to up and that trading really wouldn't pick up until 8:30am my time. Both of which happened
I've been working on trusting my intuition and giving more room in my everyday life and it's starting to show results.
2 weeks ago I suspected I was going through resistance and ultimately was correct. It summarized in me telling myself this. " Subconscious it is neither ok or fair for you to be the ultimate determiner of my actions and emotions and not cooperate with my conscious mind nor my free will."
What I was feeling like was part of me was not respecting my free will to choose what I wanted to do and therefore make choices without the consent of what I now what for myself which is the best possible thing for me. It may not have been perfect or had been verbalized perfectly but part of me got the message. I got through that and improved on the other side.
Since that experience, I have been getting pockets of resistance here and there but I've been going through them instead of shutting down. As best as I can tell anyway. Went through one last night and today was pretty good. In my simulation trading, I was rocky to start off with, but all the research into getting in the zone and the success part of MLS caused me to crush it later on. The success part of MLS is really kicking into gear for me and is gaining momentum as a long-term change in my life.
I may skip PTPA and SE because they are in MLS and seem to be working, still not sure what I'll do yet. I like where MLS is taking me, but a break from it might be good as well. Darwins post about SE made me think deeply about switching and PTPA was just too timely to ignore. What to do what to do
Also as an update my intuition is getting better. My futures contract of choice is oil and when I woke up today I knew it was going to up and that trading really wouldn't pick up until 8:30am my time. Both of which happened
I've been working on trusting my intuition and giving more room in my everyday life and it's starting to show results.
