01-22-2018, 08:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-22-2018, 09:25 PM by Chris P. Bacon.)
This update is for Shannon. I'm not sure you read this, but if you do, I hope you find this interesting.
Today I tried a curious experiment today. I tried saying to myself, " I am willing to give resources toward the processing and the execution of MLS"
That triggered a feeling of exhaustion, as well as a feeling of slipping into a different reality. The evidence of this was a shift in the state of my feelings. I can't quite put words to those feelings but it appeared that I shifted into a reality where I was PROCESSING, and therefore executing MLS to a better degree. This produced a slightly noticeable jump in execution, and a increased degree of exhaustion feeling in the moment, as well as a feeling of irritability that lasted a while. This state did not last long and I seemed to need to need to give it a certain amount of awareness or else it faded away.
I can't be certain what happened but it's quite possible I chose to process and therefore execute MLS, or there is a need for a donation of consciousness/awareness or a giving oneself over to an experience of the reality of the sub. This might require a degree of imposing on the field of awareness of the user (inside the guidelines of freewill), in order to make the reality the sub is attempting to create seem more plausible.
I'm not sure if any of that makes sense or is even possible, but when I chose to give more "resources" for the sake of processing MLS, it appeared that I entered into a state where I experienced a greater degree of execution of MLS at the cost of exhaustion and possibly the early warning signs of healing/clearing. It could be that I just chose to allow execution to a greater degree. I hope my experience has helped in a way.
Today I tried a curious experiment today. I tried saying to myself, " I am willing to give resources toward the processing and the execution of MLS"
That triggered a feeling of exhaustion, as well as a feeling of slipping into a different reality. The evidence of this was a shift in the state of my feelings. I can't quite put words to those feelings but it appeared that I shifted into a reality where I was PROCESSING, and therefore executing MLS to a better degree. This produced a slightly noticeable jump in execution, and a increased degree of exhaustion feeling in the moment, as well as a feeling of irritability that lasted a while. This state did not last long and I seemed to need to need to give it a certain amount of awareness or else it faded away.
I can't be certain what happened but it's quite possible I chose to process and therefore execute MLS, or there is a need for a donation of consciousness/awareness or a giving oneself over to an experience of the reality of the sub. This might require a degree of imposing on the field of awareness of the user (inside the guidelines of freewill), in order to make the reality the sub is attempting to create seem more plausible.
I'm not sure if any of that makes sense or is even possible, but when I chose to give more "resources" for the sake of processing MLS, it appeared that I entered into a state where I experienced a greater degree of execution of MLS at the cost of exhaustion and possibly the early warning signs of healing/clearing. It could be that I just chose to allow execution to a greater degree. I hope my experience has helped in a way.
