09-21-2017, 07:25 AM
12 hours of sleep last night.................wow.
Finally hitting some resistance which is bittersweet. A few days ago I decided to incorporate the expectation of pain into my life. Not to invite pain or to go looking for it, but let's face it a pain-free life is impossible and running from pain doesn't work either. I decided on this because my niece is teething right now and she can be grumpy because of it. It made me realize that sometimes the process can be painful in your life but the outcome is worth it. If she never had teeth she would not be able to eat much of the food on the face of the earth. Sure it hurts but the outcome is worth the pain. Started hitting some resistance last night and I was talking to myself during the process. My logical side was talking and my emotional/belief side was cooperating, which is a step in the right direction. It seems that on a very deep level I know that pain is unavoidable in some situations. Still difficult though.
Dreams are starting to feel very long. Last night felt like my dream was a second life it was so long. Don't remember it now, but man that was one long dream.
Finally hitting some resistance which is bittersweet. A few days ago I decided to incorporate the expectation of pain into my life. Not to invite pain or to go looking for it, but let's face it a pain-free life is impossible and running from pain doesn't work either. I decided on this because my niece is teething right now and she can be grumpy because of it. It made me realize that sometimes the process can be painful in your life but the outcome is worth it. If she never had teeth she would not be able to eat much of the food on the face of the earth. Sure it hurts but the outcome is worth the pain. Started hitting some resistance last night and I was talking to myself during the process. My logical side was talking and my emotional/belief side was cooperating, which is a step in the right direction. It seems that on a very deep level I know that pain is unavoidable in some situations. Still difficult though.
Dreams are starting to feel very long. Last night felt like my dream was a second life it was so long. Don't remember it now, but man that was one long dream.
